MIDDLEMARCH
PART 15
CHAPTER XXXI.
How will you know the pitch of that
great bell
Too large for you to stir? Let but a flute
Play 'neath the fine-mixed metal listen
close
Till the right note flows forth, a
silvery rill.
Then shall the huge bell tremble—then
the mass
With myriad waves concurrent shall
respond
In low soft unison.
Lydgate
that evening spoke to Miss Vincy of Mrs. Casaubon, and laid some emphasis on
the strong feeling she appeared to have for that formal studious man thirty
years older than herself.
"Of
course she is devoted to her husband," said Rosamond, implying a notion of
necessary sequence which the scientific man regarded as the prettiest possible
for a woman; but she was thinking at the same time that it was not so very
melancholy to be mistress of Lowick Manor with a husband likely to die soon.
"Do you think her very handsome?"
"She
certainly is handsome, but I have not thought about it," said Lydgate.
"I
suppose it would be unprofessional," said Rosamond, dimpling. "But
how your practice is spreading! You were called in before to the Chettams, I
think; and now, the Casaubons."
"Yes,"
said Lydgate, in a tone of compulsory admission. "But I don't really like
attending such people so well as the poor. The cases are more monotonous, and
one has to go through more fuss and listen more deferentially to
nonsense."
"Not
more than in Middlemarch," said Rosamond. "And at least you go
through wide corridors and have the scent of rose-leaves everywhere."
"That
is true, Mademoiselle de Montmorenci," said Lydgate, just bending his head
to the table and lifting with his fourth finger her delicate handkerchief which
lay at the mouth of her reticule, as if to enjoy its scent, while he looked at
her with a smile.
But this
agreeable holiday freedom with which Lydgate hovered about the flower of
Middlemarch, could not continue indefinitely. It was not more possible to find
social isolation in that town than elsewhere, and two people persistently
flirting could by no means escape from "the various entanglements,
weights, blows, clashings, motions, by which things severally go on."
Whatever Miss Vincy did must be remarked, and she was perhaps the more
conspicuous to admirers and critics because just now Mrs. Vincy, after some
struggle, had gone with Fred to stay a little while at Stone Court, there being
no other way of at once gratifying old Featherstone and keeping watch against
Mary Garth, who appeared a less tolerable daughter-in-law in proportion as
Fred's illness disappeared.
Aunt
Bulstrode, for example, came a little oftener into Lowick Gate to see Rosamond,
now she was alone. For Mrs. Bulstrode had a true sisterly feeling for her
brother; always thinking that he might have married better, but wishing well to
the children. Now Mrs. Bulstrode had a long-standing intimacy with Mrs.
Plymdale. They had nearly the same preferences in silks, patterns for
underclothing, china-ware, and clergymen; they confided their little troubles
of health and household management to each other, and various little points of
superiority on Mrs. Bulstrode's side, namely, more decided seriousness, more
admiration for mind, and a house outside the town, sometimes served to give
colour to their conversation without dividing them—well-meaning women both,
knowing very little of their own motives.
Mrs.
Bulstrode, paying a morning visit to Mrs. Plymdale, happened to say that she
could not stay longer, because she was going to see poor Rosamond.
"Why
do you say 'poor Rosamond'?" said Mrs. Plymdale, a round-eyed sharp little
woman, like a tamed falcon.
"She
is so pretty, and has been brought up in such thoughtlessness. The mother, you
know, had always that levity about her, which makes me anxious for the
children."
"Well,
Harriet, if I am to speak my mind," said Mrs. Plymdale, with emphasis,
"I must say, anybody would suppose you and Mr. Bulstrode would be
delighted with what has happened, for you have done everything to put Mr.
Lydgate forward."
"Selina,
what do you mean?" said Mrs. Bulstrode, in genuine surprise.
"Not
but what I am truly thankful for Ned's sake," said Mrs. Plymdale. "He
could certainly better afford to keep such a wife than some people can; but I
should wish him to look elsewhere. Still a mother has anxieties, and some young
men would take to a bad life in consequence. Besides, if I was obliged to
speak, I should say I was not fond of strangers coming into a town."
"I
don't know, Selina," said Mrs. Bulstrode, with a little emphasis in her
turn. "Mr. Bulstrode was a stranger here at one time. Abraham and Moses
were strangers in the land, and we are told to entertain strangers. And
especially," she added, after a slight pause, "when they are
unexceptionable."
"I
was not speaking in a religious sense, Harriet. I spoke as a mother."
"Selina,
I am sure you have never heard me say anything against a niece of mine marrying
your son."
"Oh,
it is pride in Miss Vincy—I am sure it is nothing else," said Mrs.
Plymdale, who had never before given all her confidence to "Harriet"
on this subject. "No young man in Middlemarch was good enough for her: I
have heard her mother say as much. That is not a Christian spirit, I think. But
now, from all I hear, she has found a man as proud as herself."
"You
don't mean that there is anything between Rosamond and Mr. Lydgate?" said
Mrs. Bulstrode, rather mortified at finding out her own ignorance.
"Is
it possible you don't know, Harriet?"
"Oh,
I go about so little; and I am not fond of gossip; I really never hear any. You
see so many people that I don't see. Your circle is rather different from
ours."
"Well,
but your own niece and Mr. Bulstrode's great favorite—and yours too, I am sure,
Harriet! I thought, at one time, you meant him for Kate, when she is a little
older."
"I
don't believe there can be anything serious at present," said Mrs.
Bulstrode. "My brother would certainly have told me."
"Well,
people have different ways, but I understand that nobody can see Miss Vincy and
Mr. Lydgate together without taking them to be engaged. However, it is not my
business. Shall I put up the pattern of mittens?"
After
this Mrs. Bulstrode drove to her niece with a mind newly weighted. She was
herself handsomely dressed, but she noticed with a little more regret than
usual that Rosamond, who was just come in and met her in walking-dress, was
almost as expensively equipped. Mrs. Bulstrode was a feminine smaller edition
of her brother, and had none of her husband's low-toned pallor. She had a good
honest glance and used no circumlocution.
"You
are alone, I see, my dear," she said, as they entered the drawing-room
together, looking round gravely. Rosamond felt sure that her aunt had something
particular to say, and they sat down near each other. Nevertheless, the
quilling inside Rosamond's bonnet was so charming that it was impossible not to
desire the same kind of thing for Kate, and Mrs. Bulstrode's eyes, which were
rather fine, rolled round that ample quilled circuit, while she spoke.
"I
have just heard something about you that has surprised me very much,
Rosamond."
"What
is that, aunt?" Rosamond's eyes also were roaming over her aunt's large
embroidered collar.
"I
can hardly believe it—that you should be engaged without my knowing it—without
your father's telling me." Here Mrs. Bulstrode's eyes finally rested on
Rosamond's, who blushed deeply, and said—
"I
am not engaged, aunt."
"How
is it that every one says so, then—that it is the town's talk?"
"The
town's talk is of very little consequence, I think," said Rosamond,
inwardly gratified.
"Oh,
my dear, be more thoughtful; don't despise your neighbors so. Remember you are
turned twenty-two now, and you will have no fortune: your father, I am sure,
will not be able to spare you anything. Mr. Lydgate is very intellectual and
clever; I know there is an attraction in that. I like talking to such men
myself; and your uncle finds him very useful. But the profession is a poor one
here. To be sure, this life is not everything; but it is seldom a medical man
has true religious views—there is too much pride of intellect. And you are not
fit to marry a poor man.
"Mr.
Lydgate is not a poor man, aunt. He has very high connections."
"He
told me himself he was poor."
"That
is because he is used to people who have a high style of living."
"My
dear Rosamond, you must not think of living in high style."
Rosamond
looked down and played with her reticule. She was not a fiery young lady and
had no sharp answers, but she meant to live as she pleased.
"Then
it is really true?" said Mrs. Bulstrode, looking very earnestly at her
niece. "You are thinking of Mr. Lydgate—there is some understanding
between you, though your father doesn't know. Be open, my dear Rosamond: Mr.
Lydgate has really made you an offer?"
Poor
Rosamond's feelings were very unpleasant. She had been quite easy as to
Lydgate's feeling and intention, but now when her aunt put this question she
did not like being unable to say Yes. Her pride was hurt, but her habitual
control of manner helped her.
"Pray
excuse me, aunt. I would rather not speak on the subject."
"You
would not give your heart to a man without a decided prospect, I trust, my
dear. And think of the two excellent offers I know of that you have
refused!—and one still within your reach, if you will not throw it away. I knew
a very great beauty who married badly at last, by doing so. Mr. Ned Plymdale is
a nice young man—some might think good-looking; and an only son; and a large
business of that kind is better than a profession. Not that marrying is
everything. I would have you seek first the kingdom of God. But a girl should
keep her heart within her own power."
"I
should never give it to Mr. Ned Plymdale, if it were. I have already refused
him. If I loved, I should love at once and without change," said Rosamond,
with a great sense of being a romantic heroine, and playing the part prettily.
"I
see how it is, my dear," said Mrs. Bulstrode, in a melancholy voice,
rising to go. "You have allowed your affections to be engaged without
return."
"No,
indeed, aunt," said Rosamond, with emphasis.
"Then
you are quite confident that Mr. Lydgate has a serious attachment to you?"
Rosamond's
cheeks by this time were persistently burning, and she felt much mortification.
She chose to be silent, and her aunt went away all the more convinced.
Mr.
Bulstrode in things worldly and indifferent was disposed to do what his wife
bade him, and she now, without telling her reasons, desired him on the next
opportunity to find out in conversation with Mr. Lydgate whether he had any
intention of marrying soon. The result was a decided negative. Mr. Bulstrode,
on being cross-questioned, showed that Lydgate had spoken as no man would who
had any attachment that could issue in matrimony. Mrs. Bulstrode now felt that
she had a serious duty before her, and she soon managed to arrange a
tete-a-tete with Lydgate, in which she passed from inquiries about Fred Vincy's
health, and expressions of her sincere anxiety for her brother's large family,
to general remarks on the dangers which lay before young people with regard to
their settlement in life. Young men were often wild and disappointing, making
little return for the money spent on them, and a girl was exposed to many
circumstances which might interfere with her prospects.
"Especially
when she has great attractions, and her parents see much company," said
Mrs. Bulstrode "Gentlemen pay her attention, and engross her all to
themselves, for the mere pleasure of the moment, and that drives off others. I
think it is a heavy responsibility, Mr. Lydgate, to interfere with the
prospects of any girl." Here Mrs. Bulstrode fixed her eyes on him, with an
unmistakable purpose of warning, if not of rebuke.
"Clearly,"
said Lydgate, looking at her—perhaps even staring a little in return. "On
the other hand, a man must be a great coxcomb to go about with a notion that he
must not pay attention to a young lady lest she should fall in love with him,
or lest others should think she must."
"Oh,
Mr. Lydgate, you know well what your advantages are. You know that our young
men here cannot cope with you. Where you frequent a house it may militate very
much against a girl's making a desirable settlement in life, and prevent her
from accepting offers even if they are made."
Lydgate
was less flattered by his advantage over the Middlemarch Orlandos than he was
annoyed by the perception of Mrs. Bulstrode's meaning. She felt that she had
spoken as impressively as it was necessary to do, and that in using the
superior word "militate" she had thrown a noble drapery over a mass
of particulars which were still evident enough.
Lydgate
was fuming a little, pushed his hair back with one hand, felt curiously in his
waistcoat-pocket with the other, and then stooped to beckon the tiny black
spaniel, which had the insight to decline his hollow caresses. It would not
have been decent to go away, because he had been dining with other guests, and
had just taken tea. But Mrs. Bulstrode, having no doubt that she had been
understood, turned the conversation.
Solomon's
Proverbs, I think, have omitted to say, that as the sore palate findeth grit,
so an uneasy consciousness heareth innuendoes. The next day Mr. Farebrother,
parting from Lydgate in the street, supposed that they should meet at Vincy's
in the evening. Lydgate answered curtly, no—he had work to do—he must give up
going out in the evening.
"What!
you are going to get lashed to the mast, eh, and are stopping your ears?"
said the Vicar. "Well, if you don't mean to be won by the sirens, you are
right to take precautions in time."
A few
days before, Lydgate would have taken no notice of these words as anything more
than the Vicar's usual way of putting things. They seemed now to convey an
innuendo which confirmed the impression that he had been making a fool of
himself and behaving so as to be misunderstood: not, he believed, by Rosamond
herself; she, he felt sure, took everything as lightly as he intended it. She
had an exquisite tact and insight in relation to all points of manners; but the
people she lived among were blunderers and busybodies. However, the mistake
should go no farther. He resolved—and kept his resolution—that he would not go
to Mr. Vincy's except on business.
Rosamond
became very unhappy. The uneasiness first stirred by her aunt's questions grew
and grew till at the end of ten days that she had not seen Lydgate, it grew
into terror at the blank that might possibly come—into foreboding of that
ready, fatal sponge which so cheaply wipes out the hopes of mortals. The world
would have a new dreariness for her, as a wilderness that a magician's spells
had turned for a little while into a garden. She felt that she was beginning to
know the pang of disappointed love, and that no other man could be the occasion
of such delightful aerial building as she had been enjoying for the last six
months. Poor Rosamond lost her appetite and felt as forlorn as Ariadne—as a
charming stage Ariadne left behind with all her boxes full of costumes and no
hope of a coach.
There are
many wonderful mixtures in the world which are all alike called love, and claim
the privileges of a sublime rage which is an apology for everything (in
literature and the drama). Happily Rosamond did not think of committing any
desperate act: she plaited her fair hair as beautifully as usual, and kept
herself proudly calm. Her most cheerful supposition was that her aunt Bulstrode
had interfered in some way to hinder Lydgate's visits: everything was better
than a spontaneous indifference in him. Any one who imagines ten days too short
a time—not for falling into leanness, lightness, or other measurable effects of
passion, but—for the whole spiritual circuit of alarmed conjecture and
disappointment, is ignorant of what can go on in the elegant leisure of a young
lady's mind.
On the
eleventh day, however, Lydgate when leaving Stone Court was requested by Mrs.
Vincy to let her husband know that there was a marked change in Mr.
Featherstone's health, and that she wished him to come to Stone Court on that
day. Now Lydgate might have called at the warehouse, or might have written a
message on a leaf of his pocket-book and left it at the door. Yet these simple
devices apparently did not occur to him, from which we may conclude that he had
no strong objection to calling at the house at an hour when Mr. Vincy was not
at home, and leaving the message with Miss Vincy. A man may, from various
motives, decline to give his company, but perhaps not even a sage would be
gratified that nobody missed him. It would be a graceful, easy way of piecing
on the new habits to the old, to have a few playful words with Rosamond about
his resistance to dissipation, and his firm resolve to take long fasts even
from sweet sounds. It must be confessed, also, that momentary speculations as
to all the possible grounds for Mrs. Bulstrode's hints had managed to get woven
like slight clinging hairs into the more substantial web of his thoughts.
Miss
Vincy was alone, and blushed so deeply when Lydgate came in that he felt a
corresponding embarrassment, and instead of any playfulness, he began at once
to speak of his reason for calling, and to beg her, almost formally, to deliver
the message to her father. Rosamond, who at the first moment felt as if her
happiness were returning, was keenly hurt by Lydgate's manner; her blush had
departed, and she assented coldly, without adding an unnecessary word, some
trivial chain-work which she had in her hands enabling her to avoid looking at
Lydgate higher than his chin. In all failures, the beginning is certainly the
half of the whole. After sitting two long moments while he moved his whip and
could say nothing, Lydgate rose to go, and Rosamond, made nervous by her
struggle between mortification and the wish not to betray it, dropped her chain
as if startled, and rose too, mechanically. Lydgate instantaneously stooped to
pick up the chain. When he rose he was very near to a lovely little face set on
a fair long neck which he had been used to see turning about under the most
perfect management of self-contented grace. But as he raised his eyes now he
saw a certain helpless quivering which touched him quite newly, and made him
look at Rosamond with a questioning flash. At this moment she was as natural as
she had ever been when she was five years old: she felt that her tears had
risen, and it was no use to try to do anything else than let them stay like
water on a blue flower or let them fall over her cheeks, even as they would.
That
moment of naturalness was the crystallizing feather-touch: it shook flirtation
into love. Remember that the ambitious man who was looking at those
Forget-me-nots under the water was very warm-hearted and rash. He did not know
where the chain went; an idea had thrilled through the recesses within him
which had a miraculous effect in raising the power of passionate love lying
buried there in no sealed sepulchre, but under the lightest, easily pierced
mould. His words were quite abrupt and awkward; but the tone made them sound
like an ardent, appealing avowal.
"What
is the matter? you are distressed. Tell me, pray."
Rosamond
had never been spoken to in such tones before. I am not sure that she knew what
the words were: but she looked at Lydgate and the tears fell over her cheeks.
There could have been no more complete answer than that silence, and Lydgate,
forgetting everything else, completely mastered by the outrush of tenderness at
the sudden belief that this sweet young creature depended on him for her joy,
actually put his arms round her, folding her gently and protectingly—he was
used to being gentle with the weak and suffering—and kissed each of the two
large tears. This was a strange way of arriving at an understanding, but it was
a short way. Rosamond was not angry, but she moved backward a little in timid
happiness, and Lydgate could now sit near her and speak less incompletely.
Rosamond had to make her little confession, and he poured out words of
gratitude and tenderness with impulsive lavishment. In half an hour he left the
house an engaged man, whose soul was not his own, but the woman's to whom he
had bound himself.
He came
again in the evening to speak with Mr. Vincy, who, just returned from Stone
Court, was feeling sure that it would not be long before he heard of Mr. Featherstone's
demise. The felicitous word "demise," which had seasonably occurred
to him, had raised his spirits even above their usual evening pitch. The right
word is always a power, and communicates its definiteness to our action.
Considered as a demise, old Featherstone's death assumed a merely legal aspect,
so that Mr. Vincy could tap his snuff-box over it and be jovial, without even
an intermittent affectation of solemnity; and Mr. Vincy hated both solemnity
and affectation. Who was ever awe struck about a testator, or sang a hymn on
the title to real property? Mr. Vincy was inclined to take a jovial view of all
things that evening: he even observed to Lydgate that Fred had got the family
constitution after all, and would soon be as fine a fellow as ever again; and
when his approbation of Rosamond's engagement was asked for, he gave it with
astonishing facility, passing at once to general remarks on the desirableness
of matrimony for young men and maidens, and apparently deducing from the whole
the appropriateness of a little more punch.
CHAPTER
XXXII.
"They'll take suggestion as a cat
laps milk."
—SHAKESPEARE: Tempest.
The
triumphant confidence of the Mayor founded on Mr. Featherstone's insistent
demand that Fred and his mother should not leave him, was a feeble emotion
compared with all that was agitating the breasts of the old man's
blood-relations, who naturally manifested more their sense of the family tie
and were more visibly numerous now that he had become bedridden. Naturally: for
when "poor Peter" had occupied his arm-chair in the wainscoted
parlour, no assiduous beetles for whom the cook prepares boiling water could
have been less welcome on a hearth which they had reasons for preferring, than
those persons whose Featherstone blood was ill-nourished, not from
penuriousness on their part, but from poverty. Brother Solomon and Sister Jane
were rich, and the family candour and total abstinence from false politeness
with which they were always received seemed to them no argument that their
brother in the solemn act of making his will would overlook the superior claims
of wealth. Themselves at least he had never been unnatural enough to banish
from his house, and it seemed hardly eccentric that he should have kept away
Brother Jonah, Sister Martha, and the rest, who had no shadow of such claims.
They knew Peter's maxim, that money was a good egg, and should be laid in a
warm nest.
But
Brother Jonah, Sister Martha, and all the needy exiles, held a different point
of view. Probabilities are as various as the faces to be seen at will in
fretwork or paper-hangings: every form is there, from Jupiter to Judy, if you
only look with creative inclination. To the poorer and least favored it seemed
likely that since Peter had done nothing for them in his life, he would
remember them at the last. Jonah argued that men liked to make a surprise of
their wills, while Martha said that nobody need be surprised if he left the
best part of his money to those who least expected it. Also it was not to be
thought but that an own brother "lying there" with dropsy in his legs
must come to feel that blood was thicker than water, and if he didn't alter his
will, he might have money by him. At any rate some blood-relations should be on
the premises and on the watch against those who were hardly relations at all.
Such things had been known as forged wills and disputed wills, which seemed to
have the golden-hazy advantage of somehow enabling non-legatees to live out of
them. Again, those who were no blood-relations might be caught making away with
things—and poor Peter "lying there" helpless! Somebody should be on
the watch. But in this conclusion they were at one with Solomon and Jane; also,
some nephews, nieces, and cousins, arguing with still greater subtilty as to
what might be done by a man able to "will away" his property and give
himself large treats of oddity, felt in a handsome sort of way that there was a
family interest to be attended to, and thought of Stone Court as a place which
it would be nothing but right for them to visit. Sister Martha, otherwise Mrs.
Cranch, living with some wheeziness in the Chalky Flats, could not undertake
the journey; but her son, as being poor Peter's own nephew, could represent her
advantageously, and watch lest his uncle Jonah should make an unfair use of the
improbable things which seemed likely to happen. In fact there was a general
sense running in the Featherstone blood that everybody must watch everybody
else, and that it would be well for everybody else to reflect that the Almighty
was watching him.
Thus
Stone Court continually saw one or other blood-relation alighting or departing,
and Mary Garth had the unpleasant task of carrying their messages to Mr.
Featherstone, who would see none of them, and sent her down with the still more
unpleasant task of telling them so. As manager of the household she felt bound
to ask them in good provincial fashion to stay and eat; but she chose to
consult Mrs. Vincy on the point of extra down-stairs consumption now that Mr.
Featherstone was laid up.
"Oh,
my dear, you must do things handsomely where there's last illness and a
property. God knows, I don't grudge them every ham in the house—only, save the
best for the funeral. Have some stuffed veal always, and a fine cheese in cut.
You must expect to keep open house in these last illnesses," said liberal
Mrs. Vincy, once more of cheerful note and bright plumage.
But some
of the visitors alighted and did not depart after the handsome treating to veal
and ham. Brother Jonah, for example (there are such unpleasant people in most
families; perhaps even in the highest aristocracy there are Brobdingnag
specimens, gigantically in debt and bloated at greater expense)—Brother Jonah,
I say, having come down in the world, was mainly supported by a calling which
he was modest enough not to boast of, though it was much better than swindling
either on exchange or turf, but which did not require his presence at Brassing
so long as he had a good corner to sit in and a supply of food. He chose the
kitchen-corner, partly because he liked it best, and partly because he did not
want to sit with Solomon, concerning whom he had a strong brotherly opinion.
Seated in a famous arm-chair and in his best suit, constantly within sight of
good cheer, he had a comfortable consciousness of being on the premises,
mingled with fleeting suggestions of Sunday and the bar at the Green Man; and
he informed Mary Garth that he should not go out of reach of his brother Peter
while that poor fellow was above ground. The troublesome ones in a family are
usually either the wits or the idiots. Jonah was the wit among the
Featherstones, and joked with the maid-servants when they came about the
hearth, but seemed to consider Miss Garth a suspicious character, and followed
her with cold eyes.
Mary
would have borne this one pair of eyes with comparative ease, but unfortunately
there was young Cranch, who, having come all the way from the Chalky Flats to
represent his mother and watch his uncle Jonah, also felt it his duty to stay
and to sit chiefly in the kitchen to give his uncle company. Young Cranch was
not exactly the balancing point between the wit and the idiot,—verging slightly
towards the latter type, and squinting so as to leave everything in doubt about
his sentiments except that they were not of a forcible character. When Mary
Garth entered the kitchen and Mr. Jonah Featherstone began to follow her with
his cold detective eyes, young Cranch turning his head in the same direction
seemed to insist on it that she should remark how he was squinting, as if he
did it with design, like the gypsies when Borrow read the New Testament to
them. This was rather too much for poor Mary; sometimes it made her bilious,
sometimes it upset her gravity. One day that she had an opportunity she could
not resist describing the kitchen scene to Fred, who would not be hindered from
immediately going to see it, affecting simply to pass through. But no sooner
did he face the four eyes than he had to rush through the nearest door which
happened to lead to the dairy, and there under the high roof and among the pans
he gave way to laughter which made a hollow resonance perfectly audible in the kitchen.
He fled by another doorway, but Mr. Jonah, who had not before seen Fred's white
complexion, long legs, and pinched delicacy of face, prepared many sarcasms in
which these points of appearance were wittily combined with the lowest moral
attributes.
"Why,
Tom, you don't wear such gentlemanly trousers—you haven't got half such
fine long legs," said Jonah to his nephew, winking at the same time, to
imply that there was something more in these statements than their
undeniableness. Tom looked at his legs, but left it uncertain whether he
preferred his moral advantages to a more vicious length of limb and
reprehensible gentility of trouser.
In the
large wainscoted parlour too there were constantly pairs of eyes on the watch,
and own relatives eager to be "sitters-up." Many came, lunched, and
departed, but Brother Solomon and the lady who had been Jane Featherstone for
twenty-five years before she was Mrs. Waule found it good to be there every day
for hours, without other calculable occupation than that of observing the
cunning Mary Garth (who was so deep that she could be found out in nothing) and
giving occasional dry wrinkly indications of crying—as if capable of torrents
in a wetter season—at the thought that they were not allowed to go into Mr.
Featherstone's room. For the old man's dislike of his own family seemed to get
stronger as he got less able to amuse himself by saying biting things to them.
Too languid to sting, he had the more venom refluent in his blood.
Not fully
believing the message sent through Mary Garth, they had presented themselves
together within the door of the bedroom, both in black—Mrs. Waule having a
white handkerchief partially unfolded in her hand—and both with faces in a sort
of half-mourning purple; while Mrs. Vincy with her pink cheeks and pink ribbons
flying was actually administering a cordial to their own brother, and the
light-complexioned Fred, his short hair curling as might be expected in a
gambler's, was lolling at his ease in a large chair.
Old
Featherstone no sooner caught sight of these funereal figures appearing in
spite of his orders than rage came to strengthen him more successfully than the
cordial. He was propped up on a bed-rest, and always had his gold-headed stick
lying by him. He seized it now and swept it backwards and forwards in as large
an area as he could, apparently to ban these ugly spectres, crying in a hoarse
sort of screech—
"Back,
back, Mrs. Waule! Back, Solomon!"
"Oh,
Brother. Peter," Mrs. Waule began—but Solomon put his hand before her
repressingly. He was a large-cheeked man, nearly seventy, with small furtive
eyes, and was not only of much blander temper but thought himself much deeper
than his brother Peter; indeed not likely to be deceived in any of his
fellow-men, inasmuch as they could not well be more greedy and deceitful than
he suspected them of being. Even the invisible powers, he thought, were likely
to be soothed by a bland parenthesis here and there—coming from a man of
property, who might have been as impious as others.
"Brother
Peter," he said, in a wheedling yet gravely official tone, "It's
nothing but right I should speak to you about the Three Crofts and the
Manganese. The Almighty knows what I've got on my mind—"
"Then
he knows more than I want to know," said Peter, laying down his stick with
a show of truce which had a threat in it too, for he reversed the stick so as
to make the gold handle a club in case of closer fighting, and looked hard at
Solomon's bald head.
"There's
things you might repent of, Brother, for want of speaking to me," said
Solomon, not advancing, however. "I could sit up with you to-night, and
Jane with me, willingly, and you might take your own time to speak, or let me
speak."
"Yes,
I shall take my own time—you needn't offer me yours," said Peter.
"But
you can't take your own time to die in, Brother," began Mrs. Waule, with
her usual woolly tone. "And when you lie speechless you may be tired of
having strangers about you, and you may think of me and my children"—but
here her voice broke under the touching thought which she was attributing to
her speechless brother; the mention of ourselves being naturally affecting.
"No,
I shan't," said old Featherstone, contradictiously. "I shan't think
of any of you. I've made my will, I tell you, I've made my will." Here he
turned his head towards Mrs. Vincy, and swallowed some more of his cordial.
"Some
people would be ashamed to fill up a place belonging by rights to others,"
said Mrs. Waule, turning her narrow eyes in the same direction.
"Oh,
sister," said Solomon, with ironical softness, "you and me are not
fine, and handsome, and clever enough: we must be humble and let smart people
push themselves before us."
Fred's
spirit could not bear this: rising and looking at Mr. Featherstone, he said,
"Shall my mother and I leave the room, sir, that you may be alone with
your friends?"
"Sit
down, I tell you," said old Featherstone, snappishly. "Stop where you
are. Good-by, Solomon," he added, trying to wield his stick again, but
failing now that he had reversed the handle. "Good-by, Mrs. Waule. Don't
you come again."
"I
shall be down-stairs, Brother, whether or no," said Solomon. "I shall
do my duty, and it remains to be seen what the Almighty will allow."
"Yes,
in property going out of families," said Mrs. Waule, in
continuation,—"and where there's steady young men to carry on. But I pity
them who are not such, and I pity their mothers. Good-by, Brother Peter."
"Remember,
I'm the eldest after you, Brother, and prospered from the first, just as you
did, and have got land already by the name of Featherstone," said Solomon,
relying much on that reflection, as one which might be suggested in the watches
of the night. "But I bid you good-by for the present."
Their
exit was hastened by their seeing old Mr. Featherstone pull his wig on each
side and shut his eyes with his mouth-widening grimace, as if he were
determined to be deaf and blind.
None the
less they came to Stone Court daily and sat below at the post of duty,
sometimes carrying on a slow dialogue in an undertone in which the observation
and response were so far apart, that any one hearing them might have imagined
himself listening to speaking automata, in some doubt whether the ingenious
mechanism would really work, or wind itself up for a long time in order to
stick and be silent. Solomon and Jane would have been sorry to be quick: what
that led to might be seen on the other side of the wall in the person of
Brother Jonah.
But their
watch in the wainscoted parlour was sometimes varied by the presence of other
guests from far or near. Now that Peter Featherstone was up-stairs, his
property could be discussed with all that local enlightenment to be found on
the spot: some rural and Middlemarch neighbors expressed much agreement with
the family and sympathy with their interest against the Vincys, and feminine
visitors were even moved to tears, in conversation with Mrs. Waule, when they
recalled the fact that they themselves had been disappointed in times past by
codicils and marriages for spite on the part of ungrateful elderly gentlemen,
who, it might have been supposed, had been spared for something better. Such
conversation paused suddenly, like an organ when the bellows are let drop, if
Mary Garth came into the room; and all eyes were turned on her as a possible
legatee, or one who might get access to iron chests.
But the
younger men who were relatives or connections of the family, were disposed to
admire her in this problematic light, as a girl who showed much conduct, and
who among all the chances that were flying might turn out to be at least a
moderate prize. Hence she had her share of compliments and polite attentions.
Especially
from Mr. Borthrop Trumbull, a distinguished bachelor and auctioneer of those
parts, much concerned in the sale of land and cattle: a public character,
indeed, whose name was seen on widely distributed placards, and who might
reasonably be sorry for those who did not know of him. He was second cousin to
Peter Featherstone, and had been treated by him with more amenity than any
other relative, being useful in matters of business; and in that programme of
his funeral which the old man had himself dictated, he had been named as a
Bearer. There was no odious cupidity in Mr. Borthrop Trumbull—nothing more than
a sincere sense of his own merit, which, he was aware, in case of rivalry might
tell against competitors; so that if Peter Featherstone, who so far as he,
Trumbull, was concerned, had behaved like as good a soul as ever breathed,
should have done anything handsome by him, all he could say was, that he had
never fished and fawned, but had advised him to the best of his experience,
which now extended over twenty years from the time of his apprenticeship at
fifteen, and was likely to yield a knowledge of no surreptitious kind. His
admiration was far from being confined to himself, but was accustomed
professionally as well as privately to delight in estimating things at a high
rate. He was an amateur of superior phrases, and never used poor language
without immediately correcting himself—which was fortunate, as he was rather
loud, and given to predominate, standing or walking about frequently, pulling
down his waistcoat with the air of a man who is very much of his own opinion,
trimming himself rapidly with his fore-finger, and marking each new series in
these movements by a busy play with his large seals. There was occasionally a
little fierceness in his demeanor, but it was directed chiefly against false
opinion, of which there is so much to correct in the world that a man of some
reading and experience necessarily has his patience tried. He felt that the
Featherstone family generally was of limited understanding, but being a man of
the world and a public character, took everything as a matter of course, and
even went to converse with Mr. Jonah and young Cranch in the kitchen, not
doubting that he had impressed the latter greatly by his leading questions
concerning the Chalky Flats. If anybody had observed that Mr. Borthrop Trumbull,
being an auctioneer, was bound to know the nature of everything, he would have
smiled and trimmed himself silently with the sense that he came pretty near
that. On the whole, in an auctioneering way, he was an honourable man, not
ashamed of his business, and feeling that "the celebrated Peel, now Sir
Robert," if introduced to him, would not fail to recognize his importance.
"I
don't mind if I have a slice of that ham, and a glass of that ale, Miss Garth,
if you will allow me," he said, coming into the parlour at half-past
eleven, after having had the exceptional privilege of seeing old Featherstone,
and standing with his back to the fire between Mrs. Waule and Solomon.
"It's
not necessary for you to go out;—let me ring the bell."
"Thank
you," said Mary, "I have an errand."
"Well,
Mr. Trumbull, you're highly favored," said Mrs. Waule.
"What!
seeing the old man?" said the auctioneer, playing with his seals
dispassionately. "Ah, you see he has relied on me considerably." Here
he pressed his lips together, and frowned meditatively.
"Might
anybody ask what their brother has been saying?" said Solomon, in a soft
tone of humility, in which he had a sense of luxurious cunning, he being a rich
man and not in need of it.
"Oh
yes, anybody may ask," said Mr. Trumbull, with loud and good-humoured
though cutting sarcasm. "Anybody may interrogate. Any one may give their
remarks an interrogative turn," he continued, his sonorousness rising with
his style. "This is constantly done by good speakers, even when they
anticipate no answer. It is what we call a figure of speech—speech at a high
figure, as one may say." The eloquent auctioneer smiled at his own
ingenuity.
"I
shouldn't be sorry to hear he'd remembered you, Mr. Trumbull," said
Solomon. "I never was against the deserving. It's the undeserving I'm
against."
"Ah,
there it is, you see, there it is," said Mr. Trumbull, significantly.
"It can't be denied that undeserving people have been legatees, and even
residuary legatees. It is so, with testamentary dispositions." Again he
pursed up his lips and frowned a little.
"Do
you mean to say for certain, Mr. Trumbull, that my brother has left his land
away from our family?" said Mrs. Waule, on whom, as an unhopeful woman,
those long words had a depressing effect.
"A
man might as well turn his land into charity land at once as leave it to some
people," observed Solomon, his sister's question having drawn no answer.
"What,
Blue-Coat land?" said Mrs. Waule, again. "Oh, Mr. Trumbull, you never
can mean to say that. It would be flying in the face of the Almighty that's
prospered him."
While
Mrs. Waule was speaking, Mr. Borthrop Trumbull walked away from the fireplace
towards the window, patrolling with his fore-finger round the inside of his
stock, then along his whiskers and the curves of his hair. He now walked to
Miss Garth's work-table, opened a book which lay there and read the title aloud
with pompous emphasis as if he were offering it for sale:
"'Anne
of Geierstein' (pronounced Jeersteen) or the 'Maiden of the Mist, by the author
of Waverley.'" Then turning the page, he began sonorously—"The course
of four centuries has well-nigh elapsed since the series of events which are
related in the following chapters took place on the Continent." He
pronounced the last truly admirable word with the accent on the last syllable,
not as unaware of vulgar usage, but feeling that this novel delivery enhanced
the sonorous beauty which his reading had given to the whole.
And now
the servant came in with the tray, so that the moments for answering Mrs.
Waule's question had gone by safely, while she and Solomon, watching Mr.
Trumbull's movements, were thinking that high learning interfered sadly with serious
affairs. Mr. Borthrop Trumbull really knew nothing about old Featherstone's
will; but he could hardly have been brought to declare any ignorance unless he
had been arrested for misprision of treason.
"I
shall take a mere mouthful of ham and a glass of ale," he said,
reassuringly. "As a man with public business, I take a snack when I can. I
will back this ham," he added, after swallowing some morsels with alarming
haste, "against any ham in the three kingdoms. In my opinion it is better
than the hams at Freshitt Hall—and I think I am a tolerable judge."
"Some
don't like so much sugar in their hams," said Mrs. Waule. "But my
poor brother would always have sugar."
"If
any person demands better, he is at liberty to do so; but, God bless me, what
an aroma! I should be glad to buy in that quality, I know. There is some
gratification to a gentleman"—here Mr. Trumbull's voice conveyed an
emotional remonstrance—"in having this kind of ham set on his table."
He pushed
aside his plate, poured out his glass of ale and drew his chair a little
forward, profiting by the occasion to look at the inner side of his legs, which
he stroked approvingly—Mr. Trumbull having all those less frivolous airs and
gestures which distinguish the predominant races of the north.
"You
have an interesting work there, I see, Miss Garth," he observed, when Mary
re-entered. "It is by the author of 'Waverley': that is Sir Walter Scott.
I have bought one of his works myself—a very nice thing, a very superior
publication, entitled 'Ivanhoe.' You will not get any writer to beat him in a
hurry, I think—he will not, in my opinion, be speedily surpassed. I have just
been reading a portion at the commencement of 'Anne of Jeersteen.' It commences
well." (Things never began with Mr. Borthrop Trumbull: they always
commenced, both in private life and on his handbills.) "You are a reader,
I see. Do you subscribe to our Middlemarch library?"
"No,"
said Mary. "Mr. Fred Vincy brought this book."
"I
am a great bookman myself," returned Mr. Trumbull. "I have no less
than two hundred volumes in calf, and I flatter myself they are well selected.
Also pictures by Murillo, Rubens, Teniers, Titian, Vandyck, and others. I shall
be happy to lend you any work you like to mention, Miss Garth."
"I
am much obliged," said Mary, hastening away again, "but I have little
time for reading."
"I
should say my brother has done something for her in his will," said
Mr. Solomon, in a very low undertone, when she had shut the door behind her,
pointing with his head towards the absent Mary.
"His
first wife was a poor match for him, though," said Mrs. Waule. "She
brought him nothing: and this young woman is only her niece,—and very proud.
And my brother has always paid her wage."
"A
sensible girl though, in my opinion," said Mr. Trumbull, finishing his ale
and starting up with an emphatic adjustment of his waistcoat. "I have
observed her when she has been mixing medicine in drops. She minds what she is
doing, sir. That is a great point in a woman, and a great point for our friend
up-stairs, poor dear old soul. A man whose life is of any value should think of
his wife as a nurse: that is what I should do, if I married; and I believe I
have lived single long enough not to make a mistake in that line. Some men must
marry to elevate themselves a little, but when I am in need of that, I hope
some one will tell me so—I hope some individual will apprise me of the fact. I
wish you good morning, Mrs. Waule. Good morning, Mr. Solomon. I trust we shall
meet under less melancholy auspices."
When Mr.
Trumbull had departed with a fine bow, Solomon, leaning forward, observed to
his sister, "You may depend, Jane, my brother has left that girl a lumping
sum."
"Anybody
would think so, from the way Mr. Trumbull talks," said Jane. Then, after a
pause, "He talks as if my daughters wasn't to be trusted to give
drops."
"Auctioneers
talk wild," said Solomon. "Not but what Trumbull has made
money."
CHAPTER
XXXIII.
"Close up his eyes and draw the
curtain close;
And let us all to meditation."
—2 Henry VI.
That
night after twelve o'clock Mary Garth relieved the watch in Mr. Featherstone's
room, and sat there alone through the small hours. She often chose this task,
in which she found some pleasure, notwithstanding the old man's testiness
whenever he demanded her attentions. There were intervals in which she could
sit perfectly still, enjoying the outer stillness and the subdued light. The
red fire with its gently audible movement seemed like a solemn existence calmly
independent of the petty passions, the imbecile desires, the straining after
worthless uncertainties, which were daily moving her contempt. Mary was fond of
her own thoughts, and could amuse herself well sitting in twilight with her
hands in her lap; for, having early had strong reason to believe that things
were not likely to be arranged for her peculiar satisfaction, she wasted no
time in astonishment and annoyance at that fact. And she had already come to
take life very much as a comedy in which she had a proud, nay, a generous
resolution not to act the mean or treacherous part. Mary might have become
cynical if she had not had parents whom she honoured, and a well of
affectionate gratitude within her, which was all the fuller because she had
learned to make no unreasonable claims.
She sat
to-night revolving, as she was wont, the scenes of the day, her lips often
curling with amusement at the oddities to which her fancy added fresh drollery:
people were so ridiculous with their illusions, carrying their fool's caps
unawares, thinking their own lies opaque while everybody else's were
transparent, making themselves exceptions to everything, as if when all the
world looked yellow under a lamp they alone were rosy. Yet there were some
illusions under Mary's eyes which were not quite comic to her. She was secretly
convinced, though she had no other grounds than her close observation of old
Featherstone's nature, that in spite of his fondness for having the Vincys
about him, they were as likely to be disappointed as any of the relations whom
he kept at a distance. She had a good deal of disdain for Mrs. Vincy's evident
alarm lest she and Fred should be alone together, but it did not hinder her
from thinking anxiously of the way in which Fred would be affected, if it
should turn out that his uncle had left him as poor as ever. She could make a
butt of Fred when he was present, but she did not enjoy his follies when he was
absent.
Yet she
liked her thoughts: a vigorous young mind not overbalanced by passion, finds a
good in making acquaintance with life, and watches its own powers with
interest. Mary had plenty of merriment within.
Her
thought was not veined by any solemnity or pathos about the old man on the bed:
such sentiments are easier to affect than to feel about an aged creature whose
life is not visibly anything but a remnant of vices. She had always seen the
most disagreeable side of Mr. Featherstone: he was not proud of her, and she
was only useful to him. To be anxious about a soul that is always snapping at
you must be left to the saints of the earth; and Mary was not one of them. She
had never returned him a harsh word, and had waited on him faithfully: that was
her utmost. Old Featherstone himself was not in the least anxious about his
soul, and had declined to see Mr. Tucker on the subject.
To-night
he had not snapped, and for the first hour or two he lay remarkably still,
until at last Mary heard him rattling his bunch of keys against the tin box
which he always kept in the bed beside him. About three o'clock he said, with
remarkable distinctness, "Missy, come here!"
Mary
obeyed, and found that he had already drawn the tin box from under the clothes,
though he usually asked to have this done for him; and he had selected the key.
He now unlocked the box, and, drawing from it another key, looked straight at
her with eyes that seemed to have recovered all their sharpness and said,
"How many of 'em are in the house?"
"You
mean of your own relations, sir," said Mary, well used to the old man's
way of speech. He nodded slightly and she went on.
"Mr.
Jonah Featherstone and young Cranch are sleeping here."
"Oh
ay, they stick, do they? and the rest—they come every day, I'll warrant—Solomon
and Jane, and all the young uns? They come peeping, and counting and casting
up?"
"Not
all of them every day. Mr. Solomon and Mrs. Waule are here every day, and the
others come often."
The old
man listened with a grimace while she spoke, and then said, relaxing his face,
"The more fools they. You hearken, missy. It's three o'clock in the
morning, and I've got all my faculties as well as ever I had in my life. I know
all my property, and where the money's put out, and everything. And I've made
everything ready to change my mind, and do as I like at the last. Do you hear,
missy? I've got my faculties."
"Well,
sir?" said Mary, quietly.
He now
lowered his tone with an air of deeper cunning. "I've made two wills, and
I'm going to burn one. Now you do as I tell you. This is the key of my iron
chest, in the closet there. You push well at the side of the brass plate at the
top, till it goes like a bolt: then you can put the key in the front lock and
turn it. See and do that; and take out the topmost paper—Last Will and
Testament—big printed."
"No,
sir," said Mary, in a firm voice, "I cannot do that."
"Not
do it? I tell you, you must," said the old man, his voice beginning to
shake under the shock of this resistance.
"I
cannot touch your iron chest or your will. I must refuse to do anything that
might lay me open to suspicion."
"I
tell you, I'm in my right mind. Shan't I do as I like at the last? I made two
wills on purpose. Take the key, I say."
"No,
sir, I will not," said Mary, more resolutely still. Her repulsion was
getting stronger.
"I
tell you, there's no time to lose."
"I cannot
help that, sir. I will not let the close of your life soil the beginning of
mine. I will not touch your iron chest or your will." She moved to a
little distance from the bedside.
The old
man paused with a blank stare for a little while, holding the one key erect on
the ring; then with an agitated jerk he began to work with his bony left hand
at emptying the tin box before him.
"Missy,"
he began to say, hurriedly, "look here! take the money—the notes and
gold—look here—take it—you shall have it all—do as I tell you."
He made
an effort to stretch out the key towards her as far as possible, and Mary again
retreated.
"I
will not touch your key or your money, sir. Pray don't ask me to do it again.
If you do, I must go and call your brother."
He let
his hand fall, and for the first time in her life Mary saw old Peter
Featherstone begin to cry childishly. She said, in as gentle a tone as she
could command, "Pray put up your money, sir;" and then went away to
her seat by the fire, hoping this would help to convince him that it was
useless to say more. Presently he rallied and said eagerly—
"Look
here, then. Call the young chap. Call Fred Vincy."
Mary's
heart began to beat more quickly. Various ideas rushed through her mind as to
what the burning of a second will might imply. She had to make a difficult
decision in a hurry.
"I
will call him, if you will let me call Mr. Jonah and others with him."
"Nobody
else, I say. The young chap. I shall do as I like."
"Wait
till broad daylight, sir, when every one is stirring. Or let me call Simmons
now, to go and fetch the lawyer? He can be here in less than two hours."
"Lawyer?
What do I want with the lawyer? Nobody shall know—I say, nobody shall know. I
shall do as I like."
"Let
me call some one else, sir," said Mary, persuasively. She did not like her
position—alone with the old man, who seemed to show a strange flaring of
nervous energy which enabled him to speak again and again without falling into
his usual cough; yet she desired not to push unnecessarily the contradiction
which agitated him. "Let me, pray, call some one else."
"You
let me alone, I say. Look here, missy. Take the money. You'll never have the
chance again. It's pretty nigh two hundred—there's more in the box, and nobody
knows how much there was. Take it and do as I tell you."
Mary,
standing by the fire, saw its red light falling on the old man, propped up on
his pillows and bed-rest, with his bony hand holding out the key, and the money
lying on the quilt before him. She never forgot that vision of a man wanting to
do as he liked at the last. But the way in which he had put the offer of the
money urged her to speak with harder resolution than ever.
"It
is of no use, sir. I will not do it. Put up your money. I will not touch your
money. I will do anything else I can to comfort you; but I will not touch your
keys or your money."
"Anything
else anything else!" said old Featherstone, with hoarse rage, which, as if
in a nightmare, tried to be loud, and yet was only just audible. "I want
nothing else. You come here—you come here."
Mary
approached him cautiously, knowing him too well. She saw him dropping his keys
and trying to grasp his stick, while he looked at her like an aged hyena, the
muscles of his face getting distorted with the effort of his hand. She paused
at a safe distance.
"Let
me give you some cordial," she said, quietly, "and try to compose
yourself. You will perhaps go to sleep. And to-morrow by daylight you can do as
you like."
He lifted
the stick, in spite of her being beyond his reach, and threw it with a hard
effort which was but impotence. It fell, slipping over the foot of the bed.
Mary let it lie, and retreated to her chair by the fire. By-and-by she would go
to him with the cordial. Fatigue would make him passive. It was getting towards
the chillest moment of the morning, the fire had got low, and she could see
through the chink between the moreen window-curtains the light whitened by the
blind. Having put some wood on the fire and thrown a shawl over her, she sat
down, hoping that Mr. Featherstone might now fall asleep. If she went near him
the irritation might be kept up. He had said nothing after throwing the stick,
but she had seen him taking his keys again and laying his right hand on the
money. He did not put it up, however, and she thought that he was dropping off
to sleep.
But Mary
herself began to be more agitated by the remembrance of what she had gone
through, than she had been by the reality—questioning those acts of hers which
had come imperatively and excluded all question in the critical moment.
Presently
the dry wood sent out a flame which illuminated every crevice, and Mary saw
that the old man was lying quietly with his head turned a little on one side.
She went towards him with inaudible steps, and thought that his face looked
strangely motionless; but the next moment the movement of the flame
communicating itself to all objects made her uncertain. The violent beating of
her heart rendered her perceptions so doubtful that even when she touched him
and listened for his breathing, she could not trust her conclusions. She went
to the window and gently propped aside the curtain and blind, so that the still
light of the sky fell on the bed.
The next
moment she ran to the bell and rang it energetically. In a very little while
there was no longer any doubt that Peter Featherstone was dead, with his right
hand clasping the keys, and his left hand lying on the heap of notes and gold.
To be continued