MIDDLEMARCH
PART 2
CHAPTER III.
"Say, goddess, what ensued, when
Raphael,
The affable archangel . . .
Eve
The story heard attentive, and was
filled
With admiration, and deep muse, to
hear
Of things so high and strange."
—Paradise Lost, B. vii.
If it had
really occurred to Mr. Casaubon to think of Miss Brooke as a suitable wife for
him, the reasons that might induce her to accept him were already planted in
her mind, and by the evening of the next day the reasons had budded and
bloomed. For they had had a long conversation in the morning, while Celia, who
did not like the company of Mr. Casaubon's moles and sallowness, had escaped to
the vicarage to play with the curate's ill-shod but merry children.
Dorothea
by this time had looked deep into the ungauged reservoir of Mr. Casaubon's
mind, seeing reflected there in vague labyrinthine extension every quality she
herself brought; had opened much of her own experience to him, and had
understood from him the scope of his great work, also of attractively
labyrinthine extent. For he had been as instructive as Milton's "affable
archangel;" and with something of the archangelic manner he told her how
he had undertaken to show (what indeed had been attempted before, but not with
that thoroughness, justice of comparison, and effectiveness of arrangement at
which Mr. Casaubon aimed) that all the mythical systems or erratic mythical
fragments in the world were corruptions of a tradition originally revealed.
Having once mastered the true position and taken a firm footing there, the vast
field of mythical constructions became intelligible, nay, luminous with the
reflected light of correspondences. But to gather in this great harvest of
truth was no light or speedy work. His notes already made a formidable range of
volumes, but the crowning task would be to condense these voluminous
still-accumulating results and bring them, like the earlier vintage of
Hippocratic books, to fit a little shelf. In explaining this to Dorothea, Mr.
Casaubon expressed himself nearly as he would have done to a fellow-student,
for he had not two styles of talking at command: it is true that when he used a
Greek or Latin phrase he always gave the English with scrupulous care, but he
would probably have done this in any case. A learned provincial clergyman is
accustomed to think of his acquaintances as of "lords, knyghtes, and other
noble and worthi men, that conne Latyn but lytille."
Dorothea
was altogether captivated by the wide embrace of this conception. Here was
something beyond the shallows of ladies' school literature: here was a living
Bossuet, whose work would reconcile complete knowledge with devoted piety; here
was a modern Augustine who united the glories of doctor and saint.
The
sanctity seemed no less clearly marked than the learning, for when Dorothea was
impelled to open her mind on certain themes which she could speak of to no one
whom she had before seen at Tipton, especially on the secondary importance of
ecclesiastical forms and articles of belief compared with that spiritual
religion, that submergence of self in communion with Divine perfection which
seemed to her to be expressed in the best Christian books of widely distant
ages, she found in Mr. Casaubon a listener who understood her at once, who
could assure her of his own agreement with that view when duly tempered with
wise conformity, and could mention historical examples before unknown to her.
"He
thinks with me," said Dorothea to herself, "or rather, he thinks a
whole world of which my thought is but a poor twopenny mirror. And his feelings
too, his whole experience—what a lake compared with my little pool!"
Miss
Brooke argued from words and dispositions not less unhesitatingly than other
young ladies of her age. Signs are small measurable things, but interpretations
are illimitable, and in girls of sweet, ardent nature, every sign is apt to
conjure up wonder, hope, belief, vast as a sky, and colored by a diffused
thimbleful of matter in the shape of knowledge. They are not always too grossly
deceived; for Sinbad himself may have fallen by good-luck on a true
description, and wrong reasoning sometimes lands poor mortals in right
conclusions: starting a long way off the true point, and proceeding by loops
and zigzags, we now and then arrive just where we ought to be. Because Miss
Brooke was hasty in her trust, it is not therefore clear that Mr. Casaubon was
unworthy of it.
He stayed
a little longer than he had intended, on a slight pressure of invitation from
Mr. Brooke, who offered no bait except his own documents on machine-breaking
and rick-burning. Mr. Casaubon was called into the library to look at these in
a heap, while his host picked up first one and then the other to read aloud
from in a skipping and uncertain way, passing from one unfinished passage to
another with a "Yes, now, but here!" and finally pushing them all
aside to open the journal of his youthful Continental travels.
"Look
here—here is all about Greece. Rhamnus, the ruins of Rhamnus—you are a great
Grecian, now. I don't know whether you have given much study to the topography.
I spent no end of time in making out these things—Helicon, now. Here, now!—'We
started the next morning for Parnassus, the double-peaked Parnassus.' All this
volume is about Greece, you know," Mr. Brooke wound up, rubbing his thumb
transversely along the edges of the leaves as he held the book forward.
Mr.
Casaubon made a dignified though somewhat sad audience; bowed in the right
place, and avoided looking at anything documentary as far as possible, without
showing disregard or impatience; mindful that this desultoriness was associated
with the institutions of the country, and that the man who took him on this
severe mental scamper was not only an amiable host, but a landholder and custos
rotulorum. Was his endurance aided also by the reflection that Mr. Brooke was
the uncle of Dorothea?
Certainly
he seemed more and more bent on making her talk to him, on drawing her out, as
Celia remarked to herself; and in looking at her his face was often lit up by a
smile like pale wintry sunshine. Before he left the next morning, while taking
a pleasant walk with Miss Brooke along the gravelled terrace, he had mentioned
to her that he felt the disadvantage of loneliness, the need of that cheerful
companionship with which the presence of youth can lighten or vary the serious
toils of maturity. And he delivered this statement with as much careful
precision as if he had been a diplomatic envoy whose words would be attended
with results. Indeed, Mr. Casaubon was not used to expect that he should have
to repeat or revise his communications of a practical or personal kind. The
inclinations which he had deliberately stated on the 2d of October he would
think it enough to refer to by the mention of that date; judging by the
standard of his own memory, which was a volume where a vide supra could serve
instead of repetitions, and not the ordinary long-used blotting-book which only
tells of forgotten writing. But in this case Mr. Casaubon's confidence was not
likely to be falsified, for Dorothea heard and retained what he said with the
eager interest of a fresh young nature to which every variety in experience is
an epoch.
It was
three o'clock in the beautiful breezy autumn day when Mr. Casaubon drove off to
his Rectory at Lowick, only five miles from Tipton; and Dorothea, who had on
her bonnet and shawl, hurried along the shrubbery and across the park that she
might wander through the bordering wood with no other visible companionship
than that of Monk, the Great St. Bernard dog, who always took care of the young
ladies in their walks. There had risen before her the girl's vision of a
possible future for herself to which she looked forward with trembling hope,
and she wanted to wander on in that visionary future without interruption. She
walked briskly in the brisk air, the colour rose in her cheeks, and her straw
bonnet (which our contemporaries might look at with conjectural curiosity as at
an obsolete form of basket) fell a little backward. She would perhaps be hardly
characterized enough if it were omitted that she wore her brown hair flatly
braided and coiled behind so as to expose the outline of her head in a daring
manner at a time when public feeling required the meagreness of nature to be
dissimulated by tall barricades of frizzed curls and bows, never surpassed by
any great race except the Feejeean. This was a trait of Miss Brooke's
asceticism. But there was nothing of an ascetic's expression in her bright full
eyes, as she looked before her, not consciously seeing, but absorbing into the
intensity of her mood, the solemn glory of the afternoon with its long swathes
of light between the far-off rows of limes, whose shadows touched each other.
All
people, young or old (that is, all people in those ante-reform times), would
have thought her an interesting object if they had referred the glow in her
eyes and cheeks to the newly awakened ordinary images of young love: the
illusions of Chloe about Strephon have been sufficiently consecrated in poetry,
as the pathetic loveliness of all spontaneous trust ought to be. Miss Pippin
adoring young Pumpkin, and dreaming along endless vistas of unwearying
companionship, was a little drama which never tired our fathers and mothers,
and had been put into all costumes. Let but Pumpkin have a figure which would
sustain the disadvantages of the shortwaisted swallow-tail, and everybody felt
it not only natural but necessary to the perfection of womanhood, that a sweet
girl should be at once convinced of his virtue, his exceptional ability, and
above all, his perfect sincerity. But perhaps no persons then living—certainly
none in the neighborhood of Tipton—would have had a sympathetic understanding
for the dreams of a girl whose notions about marriage took their colour
entirely from an exalted enthusiasm about the ends of life, an enthusiasm which
was lit chiefly by its own fire, and included neither the niceties of the
trousseau, the pattern of plate, nor even the honours and sweet joys of the
blooming matron.
It had
now entered Dorothea's mind that Mr. Casaubon might wish to make her his wife,
and the idea that he would do so touched her with a sort of reverential
gratitude. How good of him—nay, it would be almost as if a winged messenger had
suddenly stood beside her path and held out his hand towards her! For a long
while she had been oppressed by the indefiniteness which hung in her mind, like
a thick summer haze, over all her desire to make her life greatly effective.
What could she do, what ought she to do?—she, hardly more than a budding woman,
but yet with an active conscience and a great mental need, not to be satisfied
by a girlish instruction comparable to the nibblings and judgments of a
discursive mouse. With some endowment of stupidity and conceit, she might have
thought that a Christian young lady of fortune should find her ideal of life in
village charities, patronage of the humbler clergy, the perusal of "Female
Scripture Characters," unfolding the private experience of Sara under the
Old Dispensation, and Dorcas under the New, and the care of her soul over her
embroidery in her own boudoir—with a background of prospective marriage to a
man who, if less strict than herself, as being involved in affairs religiously
inexplicable, might be prayed for and seasonably exhorted. From such
contentment poor Dorothea was shut out. The intensity of her religious
disposition, the coercion it exercised over her life, was but one aspect of a
nature altogether ardent, theoretic, and intellectually consequent: and with
such a nature struggling in the bands of a narrow teaching, hemmed in by a
social life which seemed nothing but a labyrinth of petty courses, a walled-in
maze of small paths that led no whither, the outcome was sure to strike others
as at once exaggeration and inconsistency. The thing which seemed to her best,
she wanted to justify by the completest knowledge; and not to live in a
pretended admission of rules which were never acted on. Into this soul-hunger
as yet all her youthful passion was poured; the union which attracted her was
one that would deliver her from her girlish subjection to her own ignorance,
and give her the freedom of voluntary submission to a guide who would take her
along the grandest path.
"I
should learn everything then," she said to herself, still walking quickly
along the bridle road through the wood. "It would be my duty to study that
I might help him the better in his great works. There would be nothing trivial
about our lives. Every-day things with us would mean the greatest things. It
would be like marrying Pascal. I should learn to see the truth by the same
light as great men have seen it by. And then I should know what to do, when I
got older: I should see how it was possible to lead a grand life here—now—in
England. I don't feel sure about doing good in any way now: everything seems
like going on a mission to a people whose language I don't know;—unless it were
building good cottages—there can be no doubt about that. Oh, I hope I should be
able to get the people well housed in Lowick! I will draw plenty of plans while
I have time."
Dorothea
checked herself suddenly with self-rebuke for the presumptuous way in which she
was reckoning on uncertain events, but she was spared any inward effort to
change the direction of her thoughts by the appearance of a cantering horseman
round a turning of the road. The well-groomed chestnut horse and two beautiful
setters could leave no doubt that the rider was Sir James Chettam. He discerned
Dorothea, jumped off his horse at once, and, having delivered it to his groom,
advanced towards her with something white on his arm, at which the two setters
were barking in an excited manner.
"How
delightful to meet you, Miss Brooke," he said, raising his hat and showing
his sleekly waving blond hair. "It has hastened the pleasure I was looking
forward to."
Miss
Brooke was annoyed at the interruption. This amiable baronet, really a suitable
husband for Celia, exaggerated the necessity of making himself agreeable to the
elder sister. Even a prospective brother-in-law may be an oppression if he will
always be presupposing too good an understanding with you, and agreeing with
you even when you contradict him. The thought that he had made the mistake of
paying his addresses to herself could not take shape: all her mental activity
was used up in persuasions of another kind. But he was positively obtrusive at
this moment, and his dimpled hands were quite disagreeable. Her roused temper
made her colour deeply, as she returned his greeting with some haughtiness.
Sir James
interpreted the heightened colour in the way most gratifying to himself, and
thought he never saw Miss Brooke looking so handsome.
"I
have brought a little petitioner," he said, "or rather, I have
brought him to see if he will be approved before his petition is offered."
He showed the white object under his arm, which was a tiny Maltese puppy, one
of nature's most naive toys.
"It
is painful to me to see these creatures that are bred merely as pets,"
said Dorothea, whose opinion was forming itself that very moment (as opinions
will) under the heat of irritation.
"Oh,
why?" said Sir James, as they walked forward.
"I
believe all the petting that is given them does not make them happy. They are
too helpless: their lives are too frail. A weasel or a mouse that gets its own
living is more interesting. I like to think that the animals about us have
souls something like our own, and either carry on their own little affairs or
can be companions to us, like Monk here. Those creatures are parasitic."
"I
am so glad I know that you do not like them," said good Sir James. "I
should never keep them for myself, but ladies usually are fond of these Maltese
dogs. Here, John, take this dog, will you?"
The
objectionable puppy, whose nose and eyes were equally black and expressive, was
thus got rid of, since Miss Brooke decided that it had better not have been
born. But she felt it necessary to explain.
"You
must not judge of Celia's feeling from mine. I think she likes these small
pets. She had a tiny terrier once, which she was very fond of. It made me
unhappy, because I was afraid of treading on it. I am rather
short-sighted."
"You
have your own opinion about everything, Miss Brooke, and it is always a good
opinion."
What
answer was possible to such stupid complimenting?
"Do
you know, I envy you that," Sir James said, as they continued walking at
the rather brisk pace set by Dorothea.
"I
don't quite understand what you mean."
"Your
power of forming an opinion. I can form an opinion of persons. I know when I
like people. But about other matters, do you know, I have often a difficulty in
deciding. One hears very sensible things said on opposite sides."
"Or
that seem sensible. Perhaps we don't always discriminate between sense and
nonsense."
Dorothea
felt that she was rather rude.
"Exactly,"
said Sir James. "But you seem to have the power of discrimination."
"On
the contrary, I am often unable to decide. But that is from ignorance. The
right conclusion is there all the same, though I am unable to see it."
"I
think there are few who would see it more readily. Do you know, Lovegood was
telling me yesterday that you had the best notion in the world of a plan for
cottages—quite wonderful for a young lady, he thought. You had a real genus,
to use his expression. He said you wanted Mr. Brooke to build a new set of
cottages, but he seemed to think it hardly probable that your uncle would
consent. Do you know, that is one of the things I wish to do—I mean, on my own
estate. I should be so glad to carry out that plan of yours, if you would let
me see it. Of course, it is sinking money; that is why people object to it. Laborers
can never pay rent to make it answer. But, after all, it is worth doing."
"Worth
doing! yes, indeed," said Dorothea, energetically, forgetting her previous
small vexations. "I think we deserve to be beaten out of our beautiful
houses with a scourge of small cords—all of us who let tenants live in such
sties as we see round us. Life in cottages might be happier than ours, if they
were real houses fit for human beings from whom we expect duties and
affections."
"Will
you show me your plan?"
"Yes,
certainly. I dare say it is very faulty. But I have been examining all the
plans for cottages in Loudon's book, and picked out what seem the best things.
Oh what a happiness it would be to set the pattern about here! I think instead
of Lazarus at the gate, we should put the pigsty cottages outside the
park-gate."
Dorothea
was in the best temper now. Sir James, as brother in-law, building model
cottages on his estate, and then, perhaps, others being built at Lowick, and
more and more elsewhere in imitation—it would be as if the spirit of Oberlin
had passed over the parishes to make the life of poverty beautiful!
Sir James
saw all the plans, and took one away to consult upon with Lovegood. He also
took away a complacent sense that he was making great progress in Miss Brooke's
good opinion. The Maltese puppy was not offered to Celia; an omission which
Dorothea afterwards thought of with surprise; but she blamed herself for it.
She had been engrossing Sir James. After all, it was a relief that there was no
puppy to tread upon.
Celia was
present while the plans were being examined, and observed Sir James's illusion.
"He thinks that Dodo cares about him, and she only cares about her plans.
Yet I am not certain that she would refuse him if she thought he would let her
manage everything and carry out all her notions. And how very uncomfortable Sir
James would be! I cannot bear notions."
It was
Celia's private luxury to indulge in this dislike. She dared not confess it to
her sister in any direct statement, for that would be laying herself open to a
demonstration that she was somehow or other at war with all goodness. But on
safe opportunities, she had an indirect mode of making her negative wisdom tell
upon Dorothea, and calling her down from her rhapsodic mood by reminding her
that people were staring, not listening. Celia was not impulsive: what she had
to say could wait, and came from her always with the same quiet staccato
evenness. When people talked with energy and emphasis she watched their faces
and features merely. She never could understand how well-bred persons consented
to sing and open their mouths in the ridiculous manner requisite for that vocal
exercise.
It was
not many days before Mr. Casaubon paid a morning visit, on which he was invited
again for the following week to dine and stay the night. Thus Dorothea had
three more conversations with him, and was convinced that her first impressions
had been just. He was all she had at first imagined him to be: almost
everything he had said seemed like a specimen from a mine, or the inscription
on the door of a museum which might open on the treasures of past ages; and
this trust in his mental wealth was all the deeper and more effective on her
inclination because it was now obvious that his visits were made for her sake.
This accomplished man condescended to think of a young girl, and take the pains
to talk to her, not with absurd compliment, but with an appeal to her
understanding, and sometimes with instructive correction. What delightful
companionship! Mr. Casaubon seemed even unconscious that trivialities existed,
and never handed round that small-talk of heavy men which is as acceptable as
stale bride-cake brought forth with an odour of cupboard. He talked of what he
was interested in, or else he was silent and bowed with sad civility. To
Dorothea this was adorable genuineness, and religious abstinence from that
artificiality which uses up the soul in the efforts of pretence. For she looked
as reverently at Mr. Casaubon's religious elevation above herself as she did at
his intellect and learning. He assented to her expressions of devout feeling,
and usually with an appropriate quotation; he allowed himself to say that he
had gone through some spiritual conflicts in his youth; in short, Dorothea saw that
here she might reckon on understanding, sympathy, and guidance. On one—only
one—of her favorite themes she was disappointed. Mr. Casaubon apparently did
not care about building cottages, and diverted the talk to the extremely narrow
accommodation which was to be had in the dwellings of the ancient Egyptians, as
if to check a too high standard. After he was gone, Dorothea dwelt with some
agitation on this indifference of his; and her mind was much exercised with
arguments drawn from the varying conditions of climate which modify human
needs, and from the admitted wickedness of pagan despots. Should she not urge
these arguments on Mr. Casaubon when he came again? But further reflection told
her that she was presumptuous in demanding his attention to such a subject; he
would not disapprove of her occupying herself with it in leisure moments, as
other women expected to occupy themselves with their dress and embroidery—would
not forbid it when—Dorothea felt rather ashamed as she detected herself in
these speculations. But her uncle had been invited to go to Lowick to stay a
couple of days: was it reasonable to suppose that Mr. Casaubon delighted in Mr.
Brooke's society for its own sake, either with or without documents?
Meanwhile
that little disappointment made her delight the more in Sir James Chettam's
readiness to set on foot the desired improvements. He came much oftener than
Mr. Casaubon, and Dorothea ceased to find him disagreeable since he showed
himself so entirely in earnest; for he had already entered with much practical
ability into Lovegood's estimates, and was charmingly docile. She proposed to
build a couple of cottages, and transfer two families from their old cabins,
which could then be pulled down, so that new ones could be built on the old sites.
Sir James said "Exactly," and she bore the word remarkably well.
Certainly
these men who had so few spontaneous ideas might be very useful members of
society under good feminine direction, if they were fortunate in choosing their
sisters-in-law! It is difficult to say whether there was or was not a little
wilfulness in her continuing blind to the possibility that another sort of
choice was in question in relation to her. But her life was just now full of
hope and action: she was not only thinking of her plans, but getting down
learned books from the library and reading many things hastily (that she might
be a little less ignorant in talking to Mr. Casaubon), all the while being
visited with conscientious questionings whether she were not exalting these poor
doings above measure and contemplating them with that self-satisfaction which
was the last doom of ignorance and folly.
CHAPTER IV.
1st Gent. Our deeds are fetters that
we forge ourselves.
2d Gent. Ay, truly: but I think it is the world
That brings the iron.
"Sir
James seems determined to do everything you wish," said Celia, as they
were driving home from an inspection of the new building-site.
"He
is a good creature, and more sensible than any one would imagine," said
Dorothea, inconsiderately.
"You
mean that he appears silly."
"No,
no," said Dorothea, recollecting herself, and laying her hand on her
sister's a moment, "but he does not talk equally well on all subjects."
"I
should think none but disagreeable people do," said Celia, in her usual
purring way. "They must be very dreadful to live with. Only think! at
breakfast, and always."
Dorothea
laughed. "O Kitty, you are a wonderful creature!" She pinched Celia's
chin, being in the mood now to think her very winning and lovely—fit hereafter
to be an eternal cherub, and if it were not doctrinally wrong to say so, hardly
more in need of salvation than a squirrel. "Of course people need not be
always talking well. Only one tells the quality of their minds when they try to
talk well."
"You
mean that Sir James tries and fails."
"I
was speaking generally. Why do you catechise me about Sir James? It is not the
object of his life to please me."
"Now,
Dodo, can you really believe that?"
"Certainly.
He thinks of me as a future sister—that is all." Dorothea had never hinted
this before, waiting, from a certain shyness on such subjects which was mutual
between the sisters, until it should be introduced by some decisive event.
Celia blushed, but said at once—
"Pray
do not make that mistake any longer, Dodo. When Tantripp was brushing my hair
the other day, she said that Sir James's man knew from Mrs. Cadwallader's maid
that Sir James was to marry the eldest Miss Brooke."
"How
can you let Tantripp talk such gossip to you, Celia?" said Dorothea,
indignantly, not the less angry because details asleep in her memory were now
awakened to confirm the unwelcome revelation. "You must have asked her
questions. It is degrading."
"I
see no harm at all in Tantripp's talking to me. It is better to hear what
people say. You see what mistakes you make by taking up notions. I am quite
sure that Sir James means to make you an offer; and he believes that you will
accept him, especially since you have been so pleased with him about the plans.
And uncle too—I know he expects it. Every one can see that Sir James is very
much in love with you."
The
revulsion was so strong and painful in Dorothea's mind that the tears welled up
and flowed abundantly. All her dear plans were embittered, and she thought with
disgust of Sir James's conceiving that she recognized him as her lover. There
was vexation too on account of Celia.
"How
could he expect it?" she burst forth in her most impetuous manner. "I
have never agreed with him about anything but the cottages: I was barely polite
to him before."
"But
you have been so pleased with him since then; he has begun to feel quite sure
that you are fond of him."
"Fond
of him, Celia! How can you choose such odious expressions?" said Dorothea,
passionately.
"Dear
me, Dorothea, I suppose it would be right for you to be fond of a man whom you
accepted for a husband."
"It
is offensive to me to say that Sir James could think I was fond of him.
Besides, it is not the right word for the feeling I must have towards the man I
would accept as a husband."
"Well,
I am sorry for Sir James. I thought it right to tell you, because you went on
as you always do, never looking just where you are, and treading in the wrong
place. You always see what nobody else sees; it is impossible to satisfy you;
yet you never see what is quite plain. That's your way, Dodo." Something
certainly gave Celia unusual courage; and she was not sparing the sister of
whom she was occasionally in awe. Who can tell what just criticisms Murr the
Cat may be passing on us beings of wider speculation?
"It
is very painful," said Dorothea, feeling scourged. "I can have no
more to do with the cottages. I must be uncivil to him. I must tell him I will
have nothing to do with them. It is very painful." Her eyes filled again
with tears.
"Wait
a little. Think about it. You know he is going away for a day or two to see his
sister. There will be nobody besides Lovegood." Celia could not help
relenting. "Poor Dodo," she went on, in an amiable staccato. "It
is very hard: it is your favorite fad to draw plans."
"Fad
to draw plans! Do you think I only care about my fellow-creatures' houses in
that childish way? I may well make mistakes. How can one ever do anything nobly
Christian, living among people with such petty thoughts?"
No more
was said; Dorothea was too much jarred to recover her temper and behave so as
to show that she admitted any error in herself. She was disposed rather to
accuse the intolerable narrowness and the purblind conscience of the society
around her: and Celia was no longer the eternal cherub, but a thorn in her
spirit, a pink-and-white nullifidian, worse than any discouraging presence in
the "Pilgrim's Progress." The fad of drawing plans! What was
life worth—what great faith was possible when the whole effect of one's actions
could be withered up into such parched rubbish as that? When she got out of the
carriage, her cheeks were pale and her eyelids red. She was an image of sorrow,
and her uncle who met her in the hall would have been alarmed, if Celia had not
been close to her looking so pretty and composed, that he at once concluded
Dorothea's tears to have their origin in her excessive religiousness. He had
returned, during their absence, from a journey to the county town, about a
petition for the pardon of some criminal.
"Well,
my dears," he said, kindly, as they went up to kiss him, "I hope
nothing disagreeable has happened while I have been away."
"No,
uncle," said Celia, "we have been to Freshitt to look at the
cottages. We thought you would have been at home to lunch."
"I
came by Lowick to lunch—you didn't know I came by Lowick. And I have brought a
couple of pamphlets for you, Dorothea—in the library, you know; they lie on the
table in the library."
It seemed
as if an electric stream went through Dorothea, thrilling her from despair into
expectation. They were pamphlets about the early Church. The oppression of
Celia, Tantripp, and Sir James was shaken off, and she walked straight to the
library. Celia went up-stairs. Mr. Brooke was detained by a message, but when
he re-entered the library, he found Dorothea seated and already deep in one of
the pamphlets which had some marginal manuscript of Mr. Casaubon's,—taking it
in as eagerly as she might have taken in the scent of a fresh bouquet after a
dry, hot, dreary walk.
She was
getting away from Tipton and Freshitt, and her own sad liability to tread in
the wrong places on her way to the New Jerusalem.
Mr.
Brooke sat down in his arm-chair, stretched his legs towards the wood-fire,
which had fallen into a wondrous mass of glowing dice between the dogs, and
rubbed his hands gently, looking very mildly towards Dorothea, but with a
neutral leisurely air, as if he had nothing particular to say. Dorothea closed
her pamphlet, as soon as she was aware of her uncle's presence, and rose as if
to go. Usually she would have been interested about her uncle's merciful errand
on behalf of the criminal, but her late agitation had made her absent-minded.
"I
came back by Lowick, you know," said Mr. Brooke, not as if with any intention
to arrest her departure, but apparently from his usual tendency to say what he
had said before. This fundamental principle of human speech was markedly
exhibited in Mr. Brooke. "I lunched there and saw Casaubon's library, and
that kind of thing. There's a sharp air, driving. Won't you sit down, my dear?
You look cold."
Dorothea
felt quite inclined to accept the invitation. Some times, when her uncle's easy
way of taking things did not happen to be exasperating, it was rather soothing.
She threw off her mantle and bonnet, and sat down opposite to him, enjoying the
glow, but lifting up her beautiful hands for a screen. They were not thin
hands, or small hands; but powerful, feminine, maternal hands. She seemed to be
holding them up in propitiation for her passionate desire to know and to think,
which in the unfriendly mediums of Tipton and Freshitt had issued in crying and
red eyelids.
She
bethought herself now of the condemned criminal. "What news have you
brought about the sheep-stealer, uncle?"
"What,
poor Bunch?—well, it seems we can't get him off—he is to be hanged."
Dorothea's
brow took an expression of reprobation and pity.
"Hanged,
you know," said Mr. Brooke, with a quiet nod. "Poor Romilly! he would
have helped us. I knew Romilly. Casaubon didn't know Romilly. He is a little
buried in books, you know, Casaubon is."
"When
a man has great studies and is writing a great work, he must of course give up
seeing much of the world. How can he go about making acquaintances?"
"That's
true. But a man mopes, you know. I have always been a bachelor too, but I have
that sort of disposition that I never moped; it was my way to go about
everywhere and take in everything. I never moped: but I can see that Casaubon
does, you know. He wants a companion—a companion, you know."
"It
would be a great honour to any one to be his companion," said Dorothea,
energetically.
"You
like him, eh?" said Mr. Brooke, without showing any surprise, or other
emotion. "Well, now, I've known Casaubon ten years, ever since he came to
Lowick. But I never got anything out of him—any ideas, you know. However, he is
a tiptop man and may be a bishop—that kind of thing, you know, if Peel stays
in. And he has a very high opinion of you, my dear."
Dorothea
could not speak.
"The
fact is, he has a very high opinion indeed of you. And he speaks uncommonly
well—does Casaubon. He has deferred to me, you not being of age. In short, I
have promised to speak to you, though I told him I thought there was not much
chance. I was bound to tell him that. I said, my niece is very young, and that
kind of thing. But I didn't think it necessary to go into everything. However,
the long and the short of it is, that he has asked my permission to make you an
offer of marriage—of marriage, you know," said Mr. Brooke, with his
explanatory nod. "I thought it better to tell you, my dear."
No one
could have detected any anxiety in Mr. Brooke's manner, but he did really wish
to know something of his niece's mind, that, if there were any need for advice,
he might give it in time. What feeling he, as a magistrate who had taken in so
many ideas, could make room for, was unmixedly kind. Since Dorothea did not
speak immediately, he repeated, "I thought it better to tell you, my
dear."
"Thank
you, uncle," said Dorothea, in a clear unwavering tone. "I am very
grateful to Mr. Casaubon. If he makes me an offer, I shall accept him. I admire
and honour him more than any man I ever saw."
Mr.
Brooke paused a little, and then said in a lingering low tone, "Ah? …
Well! He is a good match in some respects. But now, Chettam is a good match.
And our land lies together. I shall never interfere against your wishes, my
dear. People should have their own way in marriage, and that sort of thing—up
to a certain point, you know. I have always said that, up to a certain point. I
wish you to marry well; and I have good reason to believe that Chettam wishes
to marry you. I mention it, you know."
"It
is impossible that I should ever marry Sir James Chettam," said Dorothea.
"If he thinks of marrying me, he has made a great mistake."
"That
is it, you see. One never knows. I should have thought Chettam was just the
sort of man a woman would like, now."
"Pray
do not mention him in that light again, uncle," said Dorothea, feeling
some of her late irritation revive.
Mr.
Brooke wondered, and felt that women were an inexhaustible subject of study,
since even he at his age was not in a perfect state of scientific prediction
about them. Here was a fellow like Chettam with no chance at all.
"Well,
but Casaubon, now. There is no hurry—I mean for you. It's true, every year will
tell upon him. He is over five-and-forty, you know. I should say a good
seven-and-twenty years older than you. To be sure,—if you like learning and
standing, and that sort of thing, we can't have everything. And his income is
good—he has a handsome property independent of the Church—his income is good.
Still he is not young, and I must not conceal from you, my dear, that I think
his health is not over-strong. I know nothing else against him."
"I
should not wish to have a husband very near my own age," said Dorothea,
with grave decision. "I should wish to have a husband who was above me in
judgment and in all knowledge."
Mr.
Brooke repeated his subdued, "Ah?—I thought you had more of your own
opinion than most girls. I thought you liked your own opinion—liked it, you
know."
"I
cannot imagine myself living without some opinions, but I should wish to have
good reasons for them, and a wise man could help me to see which opinions had
the best foundation, and would help me to live according to them."
"Very
true. You couldn't put the thing better—couldn't put it better, beforehand, you
know. But there are oddities in things," continued Mr. Brooke, whose
conscience was really roused to do the best he could for his niece on this
occasion. "Life isn't cast in a mould—not cut out by rule and line, and
that sort of thing. I never married myself, and it will be the better for you
and yours. The fact is, I never loved any one well enough to put myself into a
noose for them. It is a noose, you know. Temper, now. There is temper.
And a husband likes to be master."
"I
know that I must expect trials, uncle. Marriage is a state of higher duties. I
never thought of it as mere personal ease," said poor Dorothea.
"Well,
you are not fond of show, a great establishment, balls, dinners, that kind of
thing. I can see that Casaubon's ways might suit you better than Chettam's. And
you shall do as you like, my dear. I would not hinder Casaubon; I said so at
once; for there is no knowing how anything may turn out. You have not the same
tastes as every young lady; and a clergyman and scholar—who may be a
bishop—that kind of thing—may suit you better than Chettam. Chettam is a good
fellow, a good sound-hearted fellow, you know; but he doesn't go much into
ideas. I did, when I was his age. But Casaubon's eyes, now. I think he has hurt
them a little with too much reading."
"I
should be all the happier, uncle, the more room there was for me to help
him," said Dorothea, ardently.
"You
have quite made up your mind, I see. Well, my dear, the fact is, I have a
letter for you in my pocket." Mr. Brooke handed the letter to Dorothea,
but as she rose to go away, he added, "There is not too much hurry, my
dear. Think about it, you know."
When
Dorothea had left him, he reflected that he had certainly spoken strongly: he
had put the risks of marriage before her in a striking manner. It was his duty
to do so. But as to pretending to be wise for young people,—no uncle, however
much he had travelled in his youth, absorbed the new ideas, and dined with
celebrities now deceased, could pretend to judge what sort of marriage would
turn out well for a young girl who preferred Casaubon to Chettam. In short,
woman was a problem which, since Mr. Brooke's mind felt blank before it, could
be hardly less complicated than the revolutions of an irregular solid.
To be
continued