MIDDLEMARCH
PART 19
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
"C'est
beaucoup que le jugement des hommes sur les actions humaines; tôt ou tard il
devient efficace."—GUIZOT.
Sir James
Chettam could not look with any satisfaction on Mr. Brooke's new courses; but
it was easier to object than to hinder. Sir James accounted for his having come
in alone one day to lunch with the Cadwalladers by saying—
"I
can't talk to you as I want, before Celia: it might hurt her. Indeed, it would
not be right."
"I
know what you mean—the 'Pioneer' at the Grange!" darted in Mrs.
Cadwallader, almost before the last word was off her friend's tongue. "It
is frightful—this taking to buying whistles and blowing them in everybody's
hearing. Lying in bed all day and playing at dominoes, like poor Lord Plessy,
would be more private and bearable."
"I
see they are beginning to attack our friend Brooke in the 'Trumpet,'" said
the Rector, lounging back and smiling easily, as he would have done if he had
been attacked himself. "There are tremendous sarcasms against a landlord
not a hundred miles from Middlemarch, who receives his own rents, and makes no
returns."
"I
do wish Brooke would leave that off," said Sir James, with his little
frown of annoyance.
"Is
he really going to be put in nomination, though?" said Mr. Cadwallader.
"I saw Farebrother yesterday—he's Whiggish himself, hoists Brougham and
Useful Knowledge; that's the worst I know of him;—and he says that Brooke is
getting up a pretty strong party. Bulstrode, the banker, is his foremost man.
But he thinks Brooke would come off badly at a nomination."
"Exactly,"
said Sir James, with earnestness. "I have been inquiring into the thing,
for I've never known anything about Middlemarch politics before—the county
being my business. What Brooke trusts to, is that they are going to turn out
Oliver because he is a Peelite. But Hawley tells me that if they send up a Whig
at all it is sure to be Bagster, one of those candidates who come from heaven
knows where, but dead against Ministers, and an experienced Parliamentary man.
Hawley's rather rough: he forgot that he was speaking to me. He said if Brooke
wanted a pelting, he could get it cheaper than by going to the hustings."
"I
warned you all of it," said Mrs. Cadwallader, waving her hands outward.
"I said to Humphrey long ago, Mr. Brooke is going to make a splash in the
mud. And now he has done it."
"Well,
he might have taken it into his head to marry," said the Rector.
"That would have been a graver mess than a little flirtation with
politics."
"He
may do that afterwards," said Mrs. Cadwallader—"when he has come out
on the other side of the mud with an ague."
"What
I care for most is his own dignity," said Sir James. "Of course I
care the more because of the family. But he's getting on in life now, and I
don't like to think of his exposing himself. They will be raking up everything
against him."
"I
suppose it's no use trying any persuasion," said the Rector. "There's
such an odd mixture of obstinacy and changeableness in Brooke. Have you tried
him on the subject?"
"Well,
no," said Sir James; "I feel a delicacy in appearing to dictate. But
I have been talking to this young Ladislaw that Brooke is making a factotum of.
Ladislaw seems clever enough for anything. I thought it as well to hear what he
had to say; and he is against Brooke's standing this time. I think he'll turn
him round: I think the nomination may be staved off."
"I
know," said Mrs. Cadwallader, nodding. "The independent member hasn't
got his speeches well enough by heart."
"But
this Ladislaw—there again is a vexatious business," said Sir James.
"We have had him two or three times to dine at the Hall (you have met him,
by the bye) as Brooke's guest and a relation of Casaubon's, thinking he was
only on a flying visit. And now I find he's in everybody's mouth in Middlemarch
as the editor of the 'Pioneer.' There are stories going about him as a quill-driving
alien, a foreign emissary, and what not."
"Casaubon
won't like that," said the Rector.
"There
is some foreign blood in Ladislaw," returned Sir James. "I
hope he won't go into extreme opinions and carry Brooke on."
"Oh,
he's a dangerous young sprig, that Mr. Ladislaw," said Mrs. Cadwallader,
"with his opera songs and his ready tongue. A sort of Byronic hero—an
amorous conspirator, it strikes me. And Thomas Aquinas is not fond of him. I
could see that, the day the picture was brought."
"I don't
like to begin on the subject with Casaubon," said Sir James. "He has
more right to interfere than I. But it's a disagreeable affair all round. What
a character for anybody with decent connections to show himself in!—one of
those newspaper fellows! You have only to look at Keck, who manages the
'Trumpet.' I saw him the other day with Hawley. His writing is sound enough, I
believe, but he's such a low fellow, that I wished he had been on the wrong
side."
"What
can you expect with these peddling Middlemarch papers?" said the Rector.
"I don't suppose you could get a high style of man anywhere to be writing
up interests he doesn't really care about, and for pay that hardly keeps him in
at elbows."
"Exactly:
that makes it so annoying that Brooke should have put a man who has a sort of
connection with the family in a position of that kind. For my part, I think
Ladislaw is rather a fool for accepting."
"It
is Aquinas's fault," said Mrs. Cadwallader. "Why didn't he use his
interest to get Ladislaw made an attache or sent to India? That is how families
get rid of troublesome sprigs."
"There
is no knowing to what lengths the mischief may go," said Sir James,
anxiously. "But if Casaubon says nothing, what can I do?"
"Oh
my dear Sir James," said the Rector, "don't let us make too much of
all this. It is likely enough to end in mere smoke. After a month or two Brooke
and this Master Ladislaw will get tired of each other; Ladislaw will take wing;
Brooke will sell the 'Pioneer,' and everything will settle down again as
usual."
"There
is one good chance—that he will not like to feel his money oozing away,"
said Mrs. Cadwallader. "If I knew the items of election expenses I could
scare him. It's no use plying him with wide words like Expenditure: I wouldn't
talk of phlebotomy, I would empty a pot of leeches upon him. What we good
stingy people don't like, is having our sixpences sucked away from us."
"And
he will not like having things raked up against him," said Sir James.
"There is the management of his estate. They have begun upon that already.
And it really is painful for me to see. It is a nuisance under one's very nose.
I do think one is bound to do the best for one's land and tenants, especially
in these hard times."
"Perhaps
the 'Trumpet' may rouse him to make a change, and some good may come of it
all," said the Rector. "I know I should be glad. I should hear less
grumbling when my tithe is paid. I don't know what I should do if there were
not a modus in Tipton."
"I
want him to have a proper man to look after things—I want him to take on Garth
again," said Sir James. "He got rid of Garth twelve years ago, and
everything has been going wrong since. I think of getting Garth to manage for
me—he has made such a capital plan for my buildings; and Lovegood is hardly up
to the mark. But Garth would not undertake the Tipton estate again unless
Brooke left it entirely to him."
"In
the right of it too," said the Rector. "Garth is an independent
fellow: an original, simple-minded fellow. One day, when he was doing some
valuation for me, he told me point-blank that clergymen seldom understood
anything about business, and did mischief when they meddled; but he said it as
quietly and respectfully as if he had been talking to me about sailors. He
would make a different parish of Tipton, if Brooke would let him manage. I
wish, by the help of the 'Trumpet,' you could bring that round."
"If
Dorothea had kept near her uncle, there would have been some chance," said
Sir James. "She might have got some power over him in time, and she was
always uneasy about the estate. She had wonderfully good notions about such
things. But now Casaubon takes her up entirely. Celia complains a good deal. We
can hardly get her to dine with us, since he had that fit." Sir James
ended with a look of pitying disgust, and Mrs. Cadwallader shrugged her
shoulders as much as to say that she was not likely to see anything new
in that direction.
"Poor
Casaubon!" the Rector said. "That was a nasty attack. I thought he
looked shattered the other day at the Archdeacon's."
"In
point of fact," resumed Sir James, not choosing to dwell on
"fits," "Brooke doesn't mean badly by his tenants or any one
else, but he has got that way of paring and clipping at expenses."
"Come,
that's a blessing," said Mrs. Cadwallader. "That helps him to find
himself in a morning. He may not know his own opinions, but he does know his
own pocket."
"I
don't believe a man is in pocket by stinginess on his land," said Sir
James.
"Oh,
stinginess may be abused like other virtues: it will not do to keep one's own
pigs lean," said Mrs. Cadwallader, who had risen to look out of the
window. "But talk of an independent politician and he will appear."
"What!
Brooke?" said her husband.
"Yes.
Now, you ply him with the 'Trumpet,' Humphrey; and I will put the leeches on
him. What will you do, Sir James?"
"The
fact is, I don't like to begin about it with Brooke, in our mutual position;
the whole thing is so unpleasant. I do wish people would behave like
gentlemen," said the good baronet, feeling that this was a simple and
comprehensive programme for social well-being.
"Here
you all are, eh?" said Mr. Brooke, shuffling round and shaking hands.
"I was going up to the Hall by-and-by, Chettam. But it's pleasant to find
everybody, you know. Well, what do you think of things?—going on a little fast!
It was true enough, what Lafitte said—'Since yesterday, a century has passed
away:'—they're in the next century, you know, on the other side of the water.
Going on faster than we are."
"Why,
yes," said the Rector, taking up the newspaper. "Here is the
'Trumpet' accusing you of lagging behind—did you see?"
"Eh?
no," said Mr. Brooke, dropping his gloves into his hat and hastily
adjusting his eye-glass. But Mr. Cadwallader kept the paper in his hand,
saying, with a smile in his eyes—
"Look
here! all this is about a landlord not a hundred miles from Middlemarch, who
receives his own rents. They say he is the most retrogressive man in the
county. I think you must have taught them that word in the 'Pioneer.'"
"Oh,
that is Keck—an illiterate fellow, you know. Retrogressive, now! Come, that's
capital. He thinks it means destructive: they want to make me out a
destructive, you know," said Mr. Brooke, with that cheerfulness which is
usually sustained by an adversary's ignorance.
"I
think he knows the meaning of the word. Here is a sharp stroke or two. If we
had to describe a man who is retrogressive in the most evil sense of the
word—we should say, he is one who would dub himself a reformer of our
constitution, while every interest for which he is immediately responsible is
going to decay: a philanthropist who cannot bear one rogue to be hanged, but
does not mind five honest tenants being half-starved: a man who shrieks at
corruption, and keeps his farms at rack-rent: who roars himself red at rotten
boroughs, and does not mind if every field on his farms has a rotten gate: a
man very open-hearted to Leeds and Manchester, no doubt; he would give any
number of representatives who will pay for their seats out of their own
pockets: what he objects to giving, is a little return on rent-days to help a
tenant to buy stock, or an outlay on repairs to keep the weather out at a
tenant's barn-door or make his house look a little less like an Irish
cottier's. But we all know the wag's definition of a philanthropist: a man
whose charity increases directly as the square of the distance. And so on. All
the rest is to show what sort of legislator a philanthropist is likely to
make," ended the Rector, throwing down the paper, and clasping his hands
at the back of his head, while he looked at Mr. Brooke with an air of amused
neutrality.
"Come,
that's rather good, you know," said Mr. Brooke, taking up the paper and
trying to bear the attack as easily as his neighbour did, but coloring and
smiling rather nervously; "that about roaring himself red at rotten boroughs—I
never made a speech about rotten boroughs in my life. And as to roaring myself
red and that kind of thing—these men never understand what is good satire.
Satire, you know, should be true up to a certain point. I recollect they said
that in 'The Edinburgh' somewhere—it must be true up to a certain point."
"Well,
that is really a hit about the gates," said Sir James, anxious to tread
carefully. "Dagley complained to me the other day that he hadn't got a
decent gate on his farm. Garth has invented a new pattern of gate—I wish you
would try it. One ought to use some of one's timber in that way."
"You
go in for fancy farming, you know, Chettam," said Mr. Brooke, appearing to
glance over the columns of the "Trumpet." "That's your hobby,
and you don't mind the expense."
"I
thought the most expensive hobby in the world was standing for
Parliament," said Mrs. Cadwallader. "They said the last unsuccessful
candidate at Middlemarch—Giles, wasn't his name?—spent ten thousand pounds and
failed because he did not bribe enough. What a bitter reflection for a
man!"
"Somebody
was saying," said the Rector, laughingly, "that East Retford was
nothing to Middlemarch, for bribery."
"Nothing
of the kind," said Mr. Brooke. "The Tories bribe, you know: Hawley
and his set bribe with treating, hot codlings, and that sort of thing; and they
bring the voters drunk to the poll. But they are not going to have it their own
way in future—not in future, you know. Middlemarch is a little backward, I
admit—the freemen are a little backward. But we shall educate them—we shall
bring them on, you know. The best people there are on our side."
"Hawley
says you have men on your side who will do you harm," remarked Sir James.
"He says Bulstrode the banker will do you harm."
"And
that if you got pelted," interposed Mrs. Cadwallader, "half the
rotten eggs would mean hatred of your committee-man. Good heavens! Think what
it must be to be pelted for wrong opinions. And I seem to remember a story of a
man they pretended to chair and let him fall into a dust-heap on purpose!"
"Pelting
is nothing to their finding holes in one's coat," said the Rector. "I
confess that's what I should be afraid of, if we parsons had to stand at the
hustings for preferment. I should be afraid of their reckoning up all my
fishing days. Upon my word, I think the truth is the hardest missile one can be
pelted with."
"The
fact is," said Sir James, "if a man goes into public life he must be
prepared for the consequences. He must make himself proof against
calumny."
"My
dear Chettam, that is all very fine, you know," said Mr. Brooke. "But
how will you make yourself proof against calumny? You should read history—look
at ostracism, persecution, martyrdom, and that kind of thing. They always
happen to the best men, you know. But what is that in Horace?—'fiat justitia,
ruat … something or other."
"Exactly,"
said Sir James, with a little more heat than usual. "What I mean by being
proof against calumny is being able to point to the fact as a
contradiction."
"And
it is not martyrdom to pay bills that one has run into one's self," said
Mrs. Cadwallader.
But it
was Sir James's evident annoyance that most stirred Mr. Brooke. "Well, you
know, Chettam," he said, rising, taking up his hat and leaning on his
stick, "you and I have a different system. You are all for outlay with
your farms. I don't want to make out that my system is good under all
circumstances—under all circumstances, you know."
"There
ought to be a new valuation made from time to time," said Sir James.
"Returns are very well occasionally, but I like a fair valuation. What do
you say, Cadwallader?"
"I
agree with you. If I were Brooke, I would choke the 'Trumpet' at once by
getting Garth to make a new valuation of the farms, and giving him carte blanche
about gates and repairs: that's my view of the political situation," said
the Rector, broadening himself by sticking his thumbs in his armholes, and
laughing towards Mr. Brooke.
"That's
a showy sort of thing to do, you know," said Mr. Brooke. "But I
should like you to tell me of another landlord who has distressed his tenants
for arrears as little as I have. I let the old tenants stay on. I'm uncommonly
easy, let me tell you, uncommonly easy. I have my own ideas, and I take my
stand on them, you know. A man who does that is always charged with
eccentricity, inconsistency, and that kind of thing. When I change my line of
action, I shall follow my own ideas."
After
that, Mr. Brooke remembered that there was a packet which he had omitted to
send off from the Grange, and he bade everybody hurriedly good-by.
"I
didn't want to take a liberty with Brooke," said Sir James; "I see he
is nettled. But as to what he says about old tenants, in point of fact no new
tenant would take the farms on the present terms."
"I
have a notion that he will be brought round in time," said the Rector.
"But you were pulling one way, Elinor, and we were pulling another. You
wanted to frighten him away from expense, and we want to frighten him into it.
Better let him try to be popular and see that his character as a landlord
stands in his way. I don't think it signifies two straws about the 'Pioneer,'
or Ladislaw, or Brooke's speechifying to the Middlemarchers. But it does
signify about the parishioners in Tipton being comfortable."
"Excuse
me, it is you two who are on the wrong tack," said Mrs. Cadwallader.
"You should have proved to him that he loses money by bad management, and
then we should all have pulled together. If you put him a-horseback on
politics, I warn you of the consequences. It was all very well to ride on
sticks at home and call them ideas."
CHAPTER XXXIX.
"If, as I have, you also doe,
Vertue attired in woman see,
And dare love that, and say so too,
And forget the He and She;
And if this love, though placed so,
From prophane men you hide,
Which will no faith on this bestow,
Or, if they doe, deride:
Then you have done a braver thing
Than all the Worthies did,
And a braver thence will spring,
Which is, to keep that hid."
—DR. DONNE.
Sir James
Chettam's mind was not fruitful in devices, but his growing anxiety to
"act on Brooke," once brought close to his constant belief in
Dorothea's capacity for influence, became formative, and issued in a little
plan; namely, to plead Celia's indisposition as a reason for fetching Dorothea
by herself to the Hall, and to leave her at the Grange with the carriage on the
way, after making her fully aware of the situation concerning the management of
the estate.
In this
way it happened that one day near four o'clock, when Mr. Brooke and Ladislaw
were seated in the library, the door opened and Mrs. Casaubon was announced.
Will, the
moment before, had been low in the depths of boredom, and, obliged to help Mr.
Brooke in arranging "documents" about hanging sheep-stealers, was
exemplifying the power our minds have of riding several horses at once by
inwardly arranging measures towards getting a lodging for himself in
Middlemarch and cutting short his constant residence at the Grange; while there
flitted through all these steadier images a tickling vision of a sheep-stealing
epic written with Homeric particularity. When Mrs. Casaubon was announced he
started up as from an electric shock, and felt a tingling at his finger-ends.
Any one observing him would have seen a change in his complexion, in the
adjustment of his facial muscles, in the vividness of his glance, which might
have made them imagine that every molecule in his body had passed the message
of a magic touch. And so it had. For effective magic is transcendent nature;
and who shall measure the subtlety of those touches which convey the quality of
soul as well as body, and make a man's passion for one woman differ from his
passion for another as joy in the morning light over valley and river and white
mountain-top differs from joy among Chinese lanterns and glass panels? Will,
too, was made of very impressible stuff. The bow of a violin drawn near him
cleverly, would at one stroke change the aspect of the world for him, and his
point of view shifted—as easily as his mood. Dorothea's entrance was the
freshness of morning.
"Well,
my dear, this is pleasant, now," said Mr. Brooke, meeting and kissing her.
"You have left Casaubon with his books, I suppose. That's right. We must
not have you getting too learned for a woman, you know."
"There
is no fear of that, uncle," said Dorothea, turning to Will and shaking
hands with open cheerfulness, while she made no other form of greeting, but
went on answering her uncle. "I am very slow. When I want to be busy with
books, I am often playing truant among my thoughts. I find it is not so easy to
be learned as to plan cottages."
She
seated herself beside her uncle opposite to Will, and was evidently preoccupied
with something that made her almost unmindful of him. He was ridiculously
disappointed, as if he had imagined that her coming had anything to do with
him.
"Why,
yes, my dear, it was quite your hobby to draw plans. But it was good to break
that off a little. Hobbies are apt to ran away with us, you know; it doesn't do
to be run away with. We must keep the reins. I have never let myself be run
away with; I always pulled up. That is what I tell Ladislaw. He and I are
alike, you know: he likes to go into everything. We are working at capital
punishment. We shall do a great deal together, Ladislaw and I."
"Yes,"
said Dorothea, with characteristic directness, "Sir James has been telling
me that he is in hope of seeing a great change made soon in your management of
the estate—that you are thinking of having the farms valued, and repairs made,
and the cottages improved, so that Tipton may look quite another place. Oh, how
happy!"—she went on, clasping her hands, with a return to that more
childlike impetuous manner, which had been subdued since her marriage. "If
I were at home still, I should take to riding again, that I might go about with
you and see all that! And you are going to engage Mr. Garth, who praised my
cottages, Sir James says."
"Chettam
is a little hasty, my dear," said Mr. Brooke, coloring slightly; "a
little hasty, you know. I never said I should do anything of the kind. I never
said I should not do it, you know."
"He
only feels confident that you will do it," said Dorothea, in a voice as
clear and unhesitating as that of a young chorister chanting a credo,
"because you mean to enter Parliament as a member who cares for the
improvement of the people, and one of the first things to be made better is the
state of the land and the laborers. Think of Kit Downes, uncle, who lives with
his wife and seven children in a house with one sitting room and one bedroom
hardly larger than this table!—and those poor Dagleys, in their tumble-down
farmhouse, where they live in the back kitchen and leave the other rooms to the
rats! That is one reason why I did not like the pictures here, dear uncle—which
you think me stupid about. I used to come from the village with all that dirt
and coarse ugliness like a pain within me, and the simpering pictures in the
drawing-room seemed to me like a wicked attempt to find delight in what is
false, while we don't mind how hard the truth is for the neighbors outside our
walls. I think we have no right to come forward and urge wider changes for
good, until we have tried to alter the evils which lie under our own
hands."
Dorothea
had gathered emotion as she went on, and had forgotten everything except the
relief of pouring forth her feelings, unchecked: an experience once habitual
with her, but hardly ever present since her marriage, which had been a perpetual
struggle of energy with fear. For the moment, Will's admiration was accompanied
with a chilling sense of remoteness. A man is seldom ashamed of feeling that he
cannot love a woman so well when he sees a certain greatness in her: nature
having intended greatness for men. But nature has sometimes made sad oversights
in carrying out her intention; as in the case of good Mr. Brooke, whose
masculine consciousness was at this moment in rather a stammering condition
under the eloquence of his niece. He could not immediately find any other mode
of expressing himself than that of rising, fixing his eye-glass, and fingering
the papers before him. At last he said—
"There
is something in what you say, my dear, something in what you say—but not
everything—eh, Ladislaw? You and I don't like our pictures and statues being
found fault with. Young ladies are a little ardent, you know—a little
one-sided, my dear. Fine art, poetry, that kind of thing, elevates a
nation—emollit mores—you understand a little Latin now. But—eh? what?"
These
interrogatives were addressed to the footman who had come in to say that the
keeper had found one of Dagley's boys with a leveret in his hand just killed.
"I'll
come, I'll come. I shall let him off easily, you know," said Mr. Brooke aside
to Dorothea, shuffling away very cheerfully.
"I
hope you feel how right this change is that I—that Sir James wishes for,"
said Dorothea to Will, as soon as her uncle was gone.
"I
do, now I have heard you speak about it. I shall not forget what you have said.
But can you think of something else at this moment? I may not have another
opportunity of speaking to you about what has occurred," said Will, rising
with a movement of impatience, and holding the back of his chair with both
hands.
"Pray
tell me what it is," said Dorothea, anxiously, also rising and going to
the open window, where Monk was looking in, panting and wagging his tail. She
leaned her back against the window-frame, and laid her hand on the dog's head;
for though, as we know, she was not fond of pets that must be held in the hands
or trodden on, she was always attentive to the feelings of dogs, and very
polite if she had to decline their advances.
Will
followed her only with his eyes and said, "I presume you know that Mr.
Casaubon has forbidden me to go to his house."
"No,
I did not," said Dorothea, after a moment's pause. She was evidently much
moved. "I am very, very sorry," she added, mournfully. She was
thinking of what Will had no knowledge of—the conversation between her and her
husband in the darkness; and she was anew smitten with hopelessness that she
could influence Mr. Casaubon's action. But the marked expression of her sorrow
convinced Will that it was not all given to him personally, and that Dorothea
had not been visited by the idea that Mr. Casaubon's dislike and jealousy of
him turned upon herself. He felt an odd mixture of delight and vexation: of
delight that he could dwell and be cherished in her thought as in a pure home,
without suspicion and without stint—of vexation because he was of too little account
with her, was not formidable enough, was treated with an unhesitating
benevolence which did not flatter him. But his dread of any change in Dorothea
was stronger than his discontent, and he began to speak again in a tone of mere
explanation.
"Mr.
Casaubon's reason is, his displeasure at my taking a position here which he
considers unsuited to my rank as his cousin. I have told him that I cannot give
way on this point. It is a little too hard on me to expect that my course in
life is to be hampered by prejudices which I think ridiculous. Obligation may
be stretched till it is no better than a brand of slavery stamped on us when we
were too young to know its meaning. I would not have accepted the position if I
had not meant to make it useful and honourable. I am not bound to regard family
dignity in any other light."
Dorothea
felt wretched. She thought her husband altogether in the wrong, on more grounds
than Will had mentioned.
"It
is better for us not to speak on the subject," she said, with a tremulousness
not common in her voice, "since you and Mr. Casaubon disagree. You intend
to remain?" She was looking out on the lawn, with melancholy meditation.
"Yes;
but I shall hardly ever see you now," said Will, in a tone of almost
boyish complaint.
"No,"
said Dorothea, turning her eyes full upon him, "hardly ever. But I shall
hear of you. I shall know what you are doing for my uncle."
"I
shall know hardly anything about you," said Will. "No one will tell
me anything."
"Oh,
my life is very simple," said Dorothea, her lips curling with an exquisite
smile, which irradiated her melancholy. "I am always at Lowick."
"That
is a dreadful imprisonment," said Will, impetuously.
"No,
don't think that," said Dorothea. "I have no longings."
He did
not speak, but she replied to some change in his expression. "I mean, for
myself. Except that I should like not to have so much more than my share
without doing anything for others. But I have a belief of my own, and it
comforts me."
"What
is that?" said Will, rather jealous of the belief.
"That
by desiring what is perfectly good, even when we don't quite know what it is
and cannot do what we would, we are part of the divine power against
evil—widening the skirts of light and making the struggle with darkness narrower."
"That
is a beautiful mysticism—it is a—"
"Please
not to call it by any name," said Dorothea, putting out her hands
entreatingly. "You will say it is Persian, or something else geographical.
It is my life. I have found it out, and cannot part with it. I have always been
finding out my religion since I was a little girl. I used to pray so much—now I
hardly ever pray. I try not to have desires merely for myself, because they may
not be good for others, and I have too much already. I only told you, that you
might know quite well how my days go at Lowick."
"God
bless you for telling me!" said Will, ardently, and rather wondering at
himself. They were looking at each other like two fond children who were
talking confidentially of birds.
"What
is your religion?" said Dorothea. "I mean—not what you know
about religion, but the belief that helps you most?"
"To
love what is good and beautiful when I see it," said Will. "But I am
a rebel: I don't feel bound, as you do, to submit to what I don't like."
"But
if you like what is good, that comes to the same thing," said Dorothea,
smiling.
"Now
you are subtle," said Will.
"Yes;
Mr. Casaubon often says I am too subtle. I don't feel as if I were
subtle," said Dorothea, playfully. "But how long my uncle is! I must
go and look for him. I must really go on to the Hall. Celia is expecting
me."
Will
offered to tell Mr. Brooke, who presently came and said that he would step into
the carriage and go with Dorothea as far as Dagley's, to speak about the small
delinquent who had been caught with the leveret. Dorothea renewed the subject
of the estate as they drove along, but Mr. Brooke, not being taken unawares,
got the talk under his own control.
"Chettam,
now," he replied; "he finds fault with me, my dear; but I should not
preserve my game if it were not for Chettam, and he can't say that that expense
is for the sake of the tenants, you know. It's a little against my
feeling:—poaching, now, if you come to look into it—I have often thought of
getting up the subject. Not long ago, Flavell, the Methodist preacher, was
brought up for knocking down a hare that came across his path when he and his
wife were walking out together. He was pretty quick, and knocked it on the
neck."
"That
was very brutal, I think," said Dorothea
"Well,
now, it seemed rather black to me, I confess, in a Methodist preacher, you
know. And Johnson said, 'You may judge what a hypocrite he is.' And upon
my word, I thought Flavell looked very little like 'the highest style of
man'—as somebody calls the Christian—Young, the poet Young, I think—you know
Young? Well, now, Flavell in his shabby black gaiters, pleading that he thought
the Lord had sent him and his wife a good dinner, and he had a right to knock
it down, though not a mighty hunter before the Lord, as Nimrod was—I assure you
it was rather comic: Fielding would have made something of it—or Scott,
now—Scott might have worked it up. But really, when I came to think of it, I
couldn't help liking that the fellow should have a bit of hare to say grace over.
It's all a matter of prejudice—prejudice with the law on its side, you
know—about the stick and the gaiters, and so on. However, it doesn't do to
reason about things; and law is law. But I got Johnson to be quiet, and I
hushed the matter up. I doubt whether Chettam would not have been more severe,
and yet he comes down on me as if I were the hardest man in the county. But
here we are at Dagley's."
Mr.
Brooke got down at a farmyard-gate, and Dorothea drove on. It is wonderful how
much uglier things will look when we only suspect that we are blamed for them.
Even our own persons in the glass are apt to change their aspect for us after
we have heard some frank remark on their less admirable points; and on the
other hand it is astonishing how pleasantly conscience takes our encroachments
on those who never complain or have nobody to complain for them. Dagley's
homestead never before looked so dismal to Mr. Brooke as it did today, with his
mind thus sore about the fault-finding of the "Trumpet," echoed by Sir
James.
It is
true that an observer, under that softening influence of the fine arts which
makes other people's hardships picturesque, might have been delighted with this
homestead called Freeman's End: the old house had dormer-windows in the dark
red roof, two of the chimneys were choked with ivy, the large porch was blocked
up with bundles of sticks, and half the windows were closed with gray
worm-eaten shutters about which the jasmine-boughs grew in wild luxuriance; the
mouldering garden wall with hollyhocks peeping over it was a perfect study of
highly mingled subdued color, and there was an aged goat (kept doubtless on
interesting superstitious grounds) lying against the open back-kitchen door.
The mossy thatch of the cow-shed, the broken gray barn-doors, the pauper
laborers in ragged breeches who had nearly finished unloading a wagon of corn
into the barn ready for early thrashing; the scanty dairy of cows being
tethered for milking and leaving one half of the shed in brown emptiness; the
very pigs and white ducks seeming to wander about the uneven neglected yard as
if in low spirits from feeding on a too meagre quality of rinsings,—all these
objects under the quiet light of a sky marbled with high clouds would have made
a sort of picture which we have all paused over as a "charming bit,"
touching other sensibilities than those which are stirred by the depression of
the agricultural interest, with the sad lack of farming capital, as seen
constantly in the newspapers of that time. But these troublesome associations
were just now strongly present to Mr. Brooke, and spoiled the scene for him.
Mr. Dagley himself made a figure in the landscape, carrying a pitchfork and
wearing his milking-hat—a very old beaver flattened in front. His coat and
breeches were the best he had, and he would not have been wearing them on this
weekday occasion if he had not been to market and returned later than usual,
having given himself the rare treat of dining at the public table of the Blue
Bull. How he came to fall into this extravagance would perhaps be matter of
wonderment to himself on the morrow; but before dinner something in the state
of the country, a slight pause in the harvest before the Far Dips were cut, the
stories about the new King and the numerous handbills on the walls, had seemed
to warrant a little recklessness. It was a maxim about Middlemarch, and
regarded as self-evident, that good meat should have good drink, which last
Dagley interpreted as plenty of table ale well followed up by rum-and-water.
These liquors have so far truth in them that they were not false enough to make
poor Dagley seem merry: they only made his discontent less tongue-tied than
usual. He had also taken too much in the shape of muddy political talk, a
stimulant dangerously disturbing to his farming conservatism, which consisted
in holding that whatever is, is bad, and any change is likely to be worse. He
was flushed, and his eyes had a decidedly quarrelsome stare as he stood still
grasping his pitchfork, while the landlord approached with his easy shuffling
walk, one hand in his trouser-pocket and the other swinging round a thin
walking-stick.
"Dagley,
my good fellow," began Mr. Brooke, conscious that he was going to be very
friendly about the boy.
"Oh,
ay, I'm a good feller, am I? Thank ye, sir, thank ye," said Dagley, with a
loud snarling irony which made Fag the sheep-dog stir from his seat and prick
his ears; but seeing Monk enter the yard after some outside loitering, Fag
seated himself again in an attitude of observation. "I'm glad to hear I'm
a good feller."
Mr.
Brooke reflected that it was market-day, and that his worthy tenant had
probably been dining, but saw no reason why he should not go on, since he could
take the precaution of repeating what he had to say to Mrs. Dagley.
"Your
little lad Jacob has been caught killing a leveret, Dagley: I have told Johnson
to lock him up in the empty stable an hour or two, just to frighten him, you
know. But he will be brought home by-and-by, before night: and you'll just look
after him, will you, and give him a reprimand, you know?"
"No,
I woon't: I'll be dee'd if I'll leather my boy to please you or anybody else,
not if you was twenty landlords istid o' one, and that a bad un."
Dagley's
words were loud enough to summon his wife to the back-kitchen door—the only
entrance ever used, and one always open except in bad weather—and Mr. Brooke,
saying soothingly, "Well, well, I'll speak to your wife—I didn't mean
beating, you know," turned to walk to the house. But Dagley, only the more
inclined to "have his say" with a gentleman who walked away from him,
followed at once, with Fag slouching at his heels and sullenly evading some
small and probably charitable advances on the part of Monk.
"How
do you do, Mrs. Dagley?" said Mr. Brooke, making some haste. "I came
to tell you about your boy: I don't want you to give him the stick, you
know." He was careful to speak quite plainly this time.
Overworked
Mrs. Dagley—a thin, worn woman, from whose life pleasure had so entirely
vanished that she had not even any Sunday clothes which could give her
satisfaction in preparing for church—had already had a misunderstanding with
her husband since he had come home, and was in low spirits, expecting the
worst. But her husband was beforehand in answering.
"No,
nor he woon't hev the stick, whether you want it or no," pursued Dagley,
throwing out his voice, as if he wanted it to hit hard. "You've got no
call to come an' talk about sticks o' these primises, as you woon't give a
stick tow'rt mending. Go to Middlemarch to ax for your
charrickter."
"You'd
far better hold your tongue, Dagley," said the wife, "and not kick
your own trough over. When a man as is father of a family has been an' spent
money at market and made himself the worse for liquor, he's done enough
mischief for one day. But I should like to know what my boy's done, sir."
"Niver
do you mind what he's done," said Dagley, more fiercely, "it's my
business to speak, an' not yourn. An' I wull speak, too. I'll hev my say—supper
or no. An' what I say is, as I've lived upo' your ground from my father and
grandfather afore me, an' hev dropped our money into't, an' me an' my children
might lie an' rot on the ground for top-dressin' as we can't find the money to
buy, if the King wasn't to put a stop."
"My
good fellow, you're drunk, you know," said Mr. Brooke, confidentially but
not judiciously. "Another day, another day," he added, turning as if
to go.
But
Dagley immediately fronted him, and Fag at his heels growled low, as his
master's voice grew louder and more insulting, while Monk also drew close in
silent dignified watch. The laborers on the wagon were pausing to listen, and
it seemed wiser to be quite passive than to attempt a ridiculous flight pursued
by a bawling man.
"I'm
no more drunk nor you are, nor so much," said Dagley. "I can carry my
liquor, an' I know what I meean. An' I meean as the King 'ull put a stop to 't,
for them say it as knows it, as there's to be a Rinform, and them landlords as
never done the right thing by their tenants 'ull be treated i' that way as
they'll hev to scuttle off. An' there's them i' Middlemarch knows what the
Rinform is—an' as knows who'll hev to scuttle. Says they, 'I know who your
landlord is.' An' says I, 'I hope you're the better for knowin' him, I arn't.'
Says they, 'He's a close-fisted un.' 'Ay ay,' says I. 'He's a man for the
Rinform,' says they. That's what they says. An' I made out what the Rinform
were—an' it were to send you an' your likes a-scuttlin' an' wi' pretty
strong-smellin' things too. An' you may do as you like now, for I'm none afeard
on you. An' you'd better let my boy aloan, an' look to yoursen, afore the
Rinform has got upo' your back. That's what I'n got to say," concluded Mr.
Dagley, striking his fork into the ground with a firmness which proved
inconvenient as he tried to draw it up again.
At this
last action Monk began to bark loudly, and it was a moment for Mr. Brooke to
escape. He walked out of the yard as quickly as he could, in some amazement at
the novelty of his situation. He had never been insulted on his own land
before, and had been inclined to regard himself as a general favorite (we are
all apt to do so, when we think of our own amiability more than of what other
people are likely to want of us). When he had quarrelled with Caleb Garth
twelve years before he had thought that the tenants would be pleased at the
landlord's taking everything into his own hands.
Some who
follow the narrative of his experience may wonder at the midnight darkness of
Mr. Dagley; but nothing was easier in those times than for an hereditary farmer
of his grade to be ignorant, in spite somehow of having a rector in the twin
parish who was a gentleman to the backbone, a curate nearer at hand who
preached more learnedly than the rector, a landlord who had gone into
everything, especially fine art and social improvement, and all the lights of
Middlemarch only three miles off. As to the facility with which mortals escape
knowledge, try an average acquaintance in the intellectual blaze of London, and
consider what that eligible person for a dinner-party would have been if he had
learned scant skill in "summing" from the parish-clerk of Tipton, and
read a chapter in the Bible with immense difficulty, because such names as
Isaiah or Apollos remained unmanageable after twice spelling. Poor Dagley read
a few verses sometimes on a Sunday evening, and the world was at least not
darker to him than it had been before. Some things he knew thoroughly, namely,
the slovenly habits of farming, and the awkwardness of weather, stock and
crops, at Freeman's End—so called apparently by way of sarcasm, to imply that a
man was free to quit it if he chose, but that there was no earthly
"beyond" open to him.
To be
continued